ZARA
I have been anxious all day , I don't know what the hell is wrong with me , why I place so much importance on an engagement celebration that it isn't even my own?
Although of course , the answer is quite obvious , knowing that Tom is also going to attend makes me nervous , after all , the last time we both met in a club I ended up in his bed having s*x for the first time in my life , so it is not weird that I feel this way , I don't know if it is fear of what might happen , or anticipation of knowing that there is a possibility that what happened that night will be repeated.
Trying to stay calm , I get in the shower and do my entire beauty routine thoroughly , I shave my legs , exfoliate my body and face , apply moisturizer and silk - effect body lotion , apply a mask o
