TOM I try to focus on the meeting and what other people are saying , but it is proving to be practically impossible , mainly because I can't help looking at Zara every five seconds , my gaze goes to her as if there was an invisible force that pulls me to look at her beautiful face , and even though she hasn't looked in my direction once since the meeting started , I know she is just as restless as I am. I also can't stop thinking about what she said earlier about the jerk , and how now he is going to drive her to work and then pick her up , like they are a damn happy family , I feel angry just thinking about it , I can't believe that Zara has lied to me so blatantly when she told me that their relationship was basically false , or well , it was not a real relationship , after all t