Pavel
PavelI hear from Kayla Wednesday that she got a part on a series Ensign named. Her joy almost made it worth living with the knowledge that Ensign was still breathing. I had Dima transfer Ensign’s money back to his account although I considered making him sweat for a few more days.
I sent Kayla three dozen multi-colored roses to congratulate her, but the need to tell her in person made me stupid. I’m already on thin ice around here, but I asked Ravil if I could leave early for the weekend, and he flat-out refused.
“Make your choice,” he said.
No one’s going to hand you the life you want. You have to take it.
No one’s going to hand you the life you want. You have to take it.So I choose.
I f*****g choose Kayla. If Ravil wants to kill me for it, he will. But I don’t believe that’s
