where do i go now
my life sucks and it always has sense my mother died my mother was the sweetest person you can ever meet . she was always smiling and always had a smile on her face even on the worst days. i still remember her last words to me and they were "angel honey even on the darkest days keep your head high and look up at the sky i will always be watching". after my mother dies my dad turned into an alcoholic and met a girl who used him for his money and slept around on him. she used to hit me but once she found my ddlg stuff she kicked me out of the house because i am the way i am. so now here i am laying under the park rock climber. i hear noises all over the place and its scary i don't know whats going on.