Alice I don't feel too good after eating breakfast. I have a secret from Nathan now, and soon I will have another. Not only am I scheming to drop out of my program, but I'm not headed for campus. No. Nathan is about to take me there in his car, but as soon as he makes it to the ice rink, I will head to The Coffee Bean. The walk shouldn't be too bad, and I want to check if the woman owning it has an opening for me. "Ready to go?" Nathan asks while I'm tieing my shoes. He looks sexy with his big arms crossed over his chest. It plagues me, looking at him and having this suffocating feeling that I will lose him. Though, who am I kidding? We aren't a couple and haven't even gone on a single date. Yet it saddens me to look up at him. The sense of loss weighting more than anything until