Weeks after
ALLISON
Each day felt lonelier and dull than the previous. Each day, I found myself missing something or someone and my heart didn't stop hurting not for one bit. I regretted leaving the hotel room the way I did the last time I had seen him. I regretted not telling him how I felt, I just regretted everything.
I sighed at the pancake in front of me. I missed him, I missed everything about him and I never knew my heart would hurt so much from his absence. It bled like I had lost something, or maybe it bleed because I was scared I had lost something, something important, something fragile, something I didn't want to lose. Matthew had not called or texted or even showed up after that day at the hotel, I was scared I had pushed him away due to my insecurities and fear of being hu
