As the warm water rained down on me, realization set in. This was it, the day of my wedding when I became Neha Hercules Knight, Hercules’s wife. The day I’ve been dreaming of since I was a little girl but unlike how I always thought my wedding day would be like, today was different. I didn’t feel excitement or happiness but only agitation. Although I do feel less sick than how I did a week before, the constant feeling of fatigue and irritability never left. I was always moody and sad but perhaps that was because of the fact that I knew how close I was to be tied down to the devil forever. I wish I felt like all the other brides on their wedding day, having their close girlfriends and mother hyping me up while I get dressed in a beautiful white gown. I wish I felt nervous only because I wa