More Than One Way To Die

Chapter 3 Lost Your Chance

Kameron's POV

Dammit I knew I f*#ked up with Violet once I saw the hurt I her eyes.. I didn't even mean to, the girls just came up to me unexpectedly suprising me completely, when I was trying to hit on Violet.. But as much as I don't want to admit it, she is right, I didn't object once to them and their advances when I probably should have.. Especially since I convinced Violet to come with me.

I could tell that part, of the situation, I think is what hurt her the most out of everything. Mostly because I told her that I wanted her there being seen with me, because I would notice if she wasn't there and here I am not noticing her with two girls throwing themselves at me. I meant it when I said it.. but here I am being some kind of tool that I never wanted her to get hurt by.

For years I have been trying to get the guts and some type of confidence to ask her out like I have always wanted because I think she could have feelings for me too.. I have caught her looking at me or making comments here and there about me.. I have done the same for her..

But I'm afraid to ask her out and try this because of her brothers, they are my best friends and they have made it pretty vocally clear to not even remotely like her or else.. It's not even protective, it's something else but I don't know what.

But I'm also afraid to ask her out because she is not just any girl.. She is different so she has to get treated different and I guess I'm not good at that and it shows.

I watch her from across the room swaying her hips and moving like she does this for a living, hypnotizing me with her gyrating hips very quickly. I don't even notice I'm staring until one of the girls takes her hand to my face and turning it down to her.

"Come on Kameron what are you even staring at? We are both here and we have been talking, we think the three of us should go into the back room and have a fun time." She says as I shake my head.

"No.. thanks though." I say as she says something else to me but honestly I'm not paying attention because my gaze is locked back onto Violet.

She is the sight for my sore eyes. I watch her hips sway as I feel the insides of me boiling at the sight of that guy rubbing against her. I observe his hand trail up her exposed leg and getting caught on the bottom of her dress as they grip on her hips pulling her into him more. I just want to rip his hands off of her body for that action alone.

I see him smile and inch closer to her ear from behind, saying something to her as she smiles and responds by nodding. He let's go of her luckily, as he turns and walks towards me and before I even know what's happening I get locked into Violet's gaze that's so magnitizing for my eyes, because they are completely drawn to her.

I see her eyes get sad again as she looks at the girls wrapped around me then shaking her head as she turns around. I push the girls away from me trying to solve this issue before it gets worse.

I watch that Blake guy walking up to the table with a huge smile on his face. He looks at me and says. "Thanks for f*#king up man.. now I get to have some fun too."

"What did I f*#k up?" I ask him as he laughs shaking his head at me. "Violet wanted you and here you are with two girls.. Good job I bet if you play your cards right, you can get both of your girls in bed tonight.. but now luckily for me Violet is sad and is letting me dance just rubbing on her.. So maybe if I get her drunk enough she will let me do more." He says showing me the filled up shot glasses.

I reach out and grab his arm stopping him before stating, "She is an angel and doesn't deserve that treatment.. she is better than that and deserves so much better than that."

"And what? Get better treatment from you? More like get treated like s**t with you.. You're the reason she even feels bad man.. So don't get all high and mighty over here.. then mad at me because you're the one that f*#ked up.. I'm just taking advantage of the vulnerable situation and she is looking amazing and feeling pretty tipsy as she was rubbing her sexy body on me.. So I think I'll take my chances with her and get me something good for tonight." He says to me as I feel my face heating up being pissed at his explanation of the situation.

Of course he had to be a good looking guy, who won her over with his kind words and making her smile when he even noticed I made her sad. I watched his eyes light up at the topic of her and I couldn't help but get sad at that thought. I watch him hand her another shot as she smiles and cheers with him.

Then they take the shot as he abruptly pulls her into him so their chests are pressed against each others as she straddles his leg.. You can tell this catches her off guard but she goes with the flow dancing with him as his hands trails slightly over her hips again. This sight makes me die a little inside at how good they actually look together, while fitting so well with each other and how she is laughing and smiling with him. There's a part of me that wishes he was dead and the other part makes me wish I was him.

"Oh don't worry you deserve better than her. She is below you." Vance says to me hanging on me now that he seems drunk. I shake my head and push him off as I continue to watch them dance. "What Kameron? What's your problem? You're the one with two girls on your arms. Shouldn't you be happy?" Vance asks as I cross my arms saying. "I don't want them and I'm not happy.."

"Since when do you not want those girls that throw themselves at you? You're starting to make me think maybe you wanted guys over girls since you rejected them tonight." Vincent says on the other side of me.

"Why would you ever think I would want men? That's just not something I have thought about trying at all.. I have only been interested in girls but I want a woman.. I'm done with the games and girls.. I want.." I don't finish that sentence because I think if they both knew they would be pissed and hate me.

Anytime I have complimented their sister and talked about how pretty or funny she is, they shoot me down instantly and making fun of her.. They have told me from the beginning that she is off limits too. But I can't help but be mesmerized by her every move. I have wanted her and tried to resist her for a very long time, but honestly I'm getting to the point that I don't want to resist her anymore.. and it makes me want to just tell my friends to get over it, but I don't want to be disrespectful to them, they are my best friends.

"Well everyone should try everything once.. But It's actually nice to see Violet having fun for once.. She might actually get some dick.. because no one wants her for more than a night.." Vance comments as Vincent retorts right after. "I know for a fact no one can stand her longer than a night anyways.. So this is perfect for her.. Maybe she won't be such a b***h tomorrow."

"He just wants to use her and you're telling me you're fine with that? She deserves better than that." I say to them as they both shrug that comment. "Why does she deserve that? She has been a b***h to us since forever and obviously she is horny by the books she is reading.. So who better, than a great looking stranger to relieve her built up s****l stresses.. making her feel better, even if just for a night." Vance states to me as I shake my head at that thought alone.

"Come on man just relax and kick back with us if not the girls.. here." Vincent says to me handing me a shot. I look down grabbing the shot glass out of his hand as I throw it back into my throat. I see Vance smiling at me as he hands me another shot and I take it just as willingly.

"See you can just relax with us and we can take your mind off of everything man.. we just want to relax and have fun tonight." Vincent says to me as I glance back up at Violet. She is straddling Blake's leg as they grind with each other staying in rhythm. I watch his hand run up her leg and slightly under the side of her dress. He leans forward saying something to her as she nods at him. So he stands her up as he holds her close to his side. Then glances back at me smiling in victory and flipping me off.

I feel myself getting pissed just wanting to rip him off of her. I get out from my friends hold saying, "I need some air thanks though guys.. I'll probably just see you at home.. have fun."

I don't wait for a response at all as I just walk across the room and sneaking outside through the front door.

It's dark on the front porch so I just stay here under the cover of darkness to see what's happening. I'm not proud of spying on her, but I feel like I not only want to, but need to.

"Great idea Blake I really needed a breath of fresh air, I was feeling so hot in there." She says to him as they walk together slowly down the sidewalk. "No YOU were just straight hot in there. You're a great dancer.. thanks for dancing with me." He says sweetly to her as she smiles and nods.

"Thanks for the invite.. I don't get invited often by any means so that made me feel good especially with all your compliments combined with it." She says shyly as they stop at this big tree leaning up against it.

"I don't know how anyone wouldn't want to invite you, picking you over the other girls.." He says to her as she says softly, "Well lots do choose everyone else over me.. I'm kind of use to being the last resort.. It's fine, I'm use to it."

"Like that guy in there? Don't let him bother you.. like I said you're way more beautiful than those girls and he is stupid to choose them over you so.. Just forget about him.. Think about what you could have right here.. I'll take good care of you." He says standing over her pinning her under him and to the tree.

"I'm not trying to let him bother me and I'm sorry but it did hurt my feelings.. I just thought he.. I don't know, it's not important anymore.. You have been great and thank you for tonight.. but I'm not that kind of girl. I don't just sleep with strangers." She says to him as I watch him not move a muscle. s**t I think I can see where this is going. I creep off of the porch and staying in the shadows getting closer to the scene before me.

"It's ok that you're not that kind of girl baby.. I saw the way you danced with me, the way you looked at me... and with how good of a dancer you are, I bet your great at other things too.. So let's just see where the night takes us and if it takes us to bed, then so be it.. I won't think any less of you so don't worry.. I think you're great and obviously need something to relieve the stress you're going through.. and I can help with that too." He says to her as he leans in tries to kiss her but she turns her head and he attacks her exposed neck. I can hear her lightly moan with that motion and she stops him again. "No stop.. Please Blake.. I don't want this." She says as she pushes on his chest but he doesn't move. "Come on I know you like it.. That's why you moaned baby.. It's ok, I can make you moan way more than that." He says pressing himself against her as he attacks her neck with kisses again.

She gasps at this as she tries to push him off again. He doesn't move his body again except for his hand that's drifting under her dress as she gets mad. "Please stop." She begs as I get pissed and storm up grabbing him by the back of the shirt and pulling him off of her making him stumble back.

"She told you no and to stop.. So you need to stop." I demand from him as he gets pissed and pushes me back. "Back the f*#k off man, you missed your chance it's my chance now. Go back inside to your little f*#k buddies you ditched her for." He says to me spitefully.

So I shove him back. "If I wanted them at all I would be in there.. but I'm not.. back the f*#k off now.. If Violet wanted you she would be ok with all of this, but she is not." I spat back as he swings at me automatically and I hear Violet gasp as she yells, "Please just stop guys I'm sorry." I swing and make contact with his cheek as he punches me in the gut making me hunch over as he tries to knee me and gets my side with it as I groan more, falling to the ground as he kicks me in the side.

"Stop please Blake stop." Violet begs as she pulls on his arm, trying to get him off of me, but he turns and shoves her off of him.. I hear her gasp as she falls to the ground with a loud groan.

I turn and kick up, making contact with his stomach with so much force that I think I knocked the wind out of him. He falls to the ground as I get to my knees and crawl to Violet's side, since she is still on the ground. She is grabbing her ankle groaning.

"Vi baby are you ok?" I ask as I take her petite foot into my hand. "I don't think I broke my ankle but I think I sprang it." She groans out as I gently undo the belt on her heel slipping it off of her foot and even without more than just the moonlight and street lights, I can still tell her foot is swelling.

"F*#k.. ok.. we need to get you up baby." I say to her as I try to stand before she yells, "Watch out Kam!" I look to the side and I get punched straight in the eye knocking me to the ground abruptly. I feel that guy hovering over me punching over and over until I c**k my arm back and just punch with all my might.

I can't see anything but his fists of fury really, but somehow I make contact with his face and hitting him to the ground as I watch his head hit the tree by us, and I think he got knocked out. I slowly sit up touching my head and I feel that it's wet. I look at my hand and it's red from some blood.

"Oh Kam are you ok?" I hear as I look to the side and Violet is on the ground besides me now cringing in pain as she brings herself closer to my side. She reaches out and touches my cheeks with her hands while she checks me out as best as she can. "You're bleeding." She says as she continues to touch me gently but I'm honestly not minding this extra attention at all.

"Don't worry about me are you ok baby" I ask her as she sucks in a sharp breathe staring at me in shock for a moment.. Did I say something wrong?

She shakes her head at me. "No.. I shouldn't have came here, I have to get home." she says picking up her shoes into her hand as she picks herself up and limps away from me.

I panic, I need to catch her, why is she leaving like that?

I push myself up off the ground as quickly as I can groaning in pain because man my sides are sore. I get up and jog to her side as fast as I can, because I don't think I could run right now.

"Vi wait." I yell behind her as she shakes her head and continues limping away, down the street. I get to her side as I get hold of her shoulders making her stop.

"Vi are you ok?" I ask again as she shakes her head once more. "No I just need to go home.. you can go back to all your ladies inside the party.. I'll be fine, I will just head straight home." She says to me as I shake my head at her responding pretty quickly. "I don't want them." She puts her hands up as she responds quicker than what we both ever expected, cutting me off before I can say anything else. "I don't think you know what you want right now and obviously need time to figure it out for yourself.. But I do know, so I'm leaving." She says turning back around as I stop her again by grabbing her bridal style up and into my arms. She gets scared instantly wrapping her arms around my neck holding on tight.

She slaps my chest, "Kam put me down now." she demands from me as I smile. "No I'll take you home just like you want, but I'm not putting you down." I say to her as she huffs knowing there isn't much she can do to change the situation or my mind.