Ashley You can do this, you can do this, you can do this. I kept murmuring to myself as the day we have all been waiting for finally arrives. I was still packing my backpack for the trip and a little part of me was advising me to run away. It's been two weeks still since I started living with Alex and today had been set aside as the start of the initiation process. Alex has so far taught me how to defend myself, how to use a bow and arrow, and how to survive on my own should in case anything happens out there. I honestly feel I do not have what it takes to pull this through but with encouragement from Grace and Alex, I am willing to give it a try. Alex had assured me that I should not be scared of anything as his best friend would be going with me on the journey. Now that is where