I stumbled out of Elisa's room, sick to my stomach and badly shaken from what I'd heard. Numb, I walked down the corridor, oblivious to anything and anyone, my feet moving on autopilot while my brain struggled to absorb the shock.
The day Julian died. The same night Aiden and I had s*x for the first time was the same day that - if Elisa was telling the truth - they had given into temptation and slept together.
Despite the fact that I couldn't recall much of our time in bed, thanks to being drunk, I'd still held onto the small flashes of that moment like a precious treasure.
It had been a night of firsts for me - the first time Aiden kissed me, the first time he'd seen me as more than just a nuisance, the first time making love with the man I love….
All those precious memories were now
