The Lotus And The Billionaire

Chapter 37: Can He?

“What’s with you?” Alvarez asked, his brows furrowing in annoyance.

He didn’t last twenty minutes to having a meal with Raven. I didn’t like what he did while we were eating because there were too many eyes on us. Besides, I was flustered, so I refused to speak to him. That’s why I opted to converse with Raven, instead!

I think that he was upset that I ignored him the whole time, but with his hands running all over my body, I didn’t really know how to react! Hell, I couldn’t even look at him because I was afraid of the sounds that might come out of my mouth if I did!

During the entire time we were eating, Alvarez barely touched his food. Instead, he just stared at me and did things that made me want to drag him out of the restaurant!

Midway through the meal, Raven mentioned something about the two of us going on dates the same way Alvarez and I do. That surprised everyone at the table, and I didn’t know how to shift the topic either.

That was when Alvarez snapped. I completely understood his reaction, and it seems that so did Raven. He immediately excused himself when Alvarez talked to him in a frank way.

“Know your place. You’re nothing more than an ex-boyfriend.”

He was right, and I don’t have qualms at all. I’ve been in the wrong since the moment I invited Raven to dine with us.

I know those things perfectly…

Yet I’m looking away from Alvarez, my gaze going everywhere but staying at his face. He looked so mad, and I didn’t want him to get even more furious by saying something that was out of pocket.

I pursed my lips and played with my fingers as I waited for Alvarez to say more, but he didn’t. Instead, I heard him heave a deep sigh several times, as if he was trying to stop himself.

“Diaz, you know the thing I hate the most, don’t you? We have already talked about this…” he muttered as he chuckled without humor. “I thought we’d gone through this so many times already, hmm?”

“I know…”

“And you also know that if there’s one thing I hate, it’s you being so close to people you’ve been involved romantically with.”

“You never said that, though…” I replied. Finally, I mustered the courage to reply.

Did I…really become afraid of him?

I remember myself being so good at retorting back at him no matter what he said and no matter what he said. But right now, I feel like I have no right to say anything. Have I finally lost my mind? Or am I just too in-character?

Is this brought on by his ridiculous remarks about me being his property? Right now, I have no idea about what I’m doing right now. It feels as though I’m in the middle of liking things and hating them…

I can’t tell at all.

He exhaled, sounding exasperated. “The thing here is, you always do something like that. At this point, there’s no denying that you’re wrong for doing something like that.”

“Yes, I’m wrong. I didn’t mean to.”

“You better look at me if you’re being sincere.”

His tone was commanding, almost as if he was trying to intimidate me. If that’s his aim, then he’s definitely doing great. I couldn’t think straight as I struggled to look him in the eye and tell him straight up…

I pursed my lips, still evading his gaze that demanded me to do as he said. “Do I really have to enumerate everything? You already know, right? That’s why we’re here, after all.”

The car was filled with tension while Alvarez was refusing to talk. I felt like suffocating as I struggled to find something to distract myself with, or at least use as an excuse to not look Alvarez right in his eyes.

It’s the piercing gaze he always uses with people he wants to submit to him…

“Really, what’s with you?” he asked once again. He ran his fingers across his hair as he looked at me, frustration was written all over his face.

“What? Just tell me what you want to hear so we can get this over with?”

I’m getting annoyed as well! He’s making it seem like I’m the one making this whole thing difficult. It’s not my fault that he gets jealous even when we’re not even real lovers. It’s his problem, not mine!

Both of us were obviously not in our best state, so I suggested that we just go home and try to cool down. I don’t want to ignite any fights here in public either. For as much as I can, I’m trying to keep such things private.

Damn, it’ll be bad if we get caught here…

“If you want me to take you seriously next time, then look at me…” he went on and on as he drove back to our building.

Luckily, there was no traffic, so we didn’t have to deal with more annoying factors that could worsen our moods. After how he walked out of Raven and with the way he talked to me, I couldn’t find it in me to forgive him anymore.

He’s mad, but so am I. Right now, I have no idea how I’m supposed to talk to him regarding what happened earlier so I can apologize. With all of these happening all at once…

Oh, f**k.

“Can we just rest?” I asked Alvarez when we got home and he immediately started nagging.

“But–”

“Earlier, I invited you to join me because I thought the two of us needed some fresh air. I had no bad intentions at all, and I had no idea you’d end up arguing with Raven—”

“Raven here, Raven there! Shut it!” He cut me off as he cupped my cheeks to kiss me, harsh and forceful.

I didn’t even have time to think if I wanted to kiss him or not!

“Mmph—!” I couldn’t say anything as he pushed his tongue inside my mouth, rendering me helpless.

Alvarez was kissing me too harshly that I ended up moaning in his mouth. I knew it was going to end up this way if I kept on defending myself. This was how it has always been, after all.

To be completely honest, I don’t mind. This man is way too good that I am no longer able to decline him whenever the atmosphere leads to this.

“Can he please you like I do?” he asked as he reached for my waist to pull me closer. “Hmm? Whatever he can do, I am certain I can do it better. I guarantee you that.”

“Alright, alright. You don’t have to—Ngh!”

I held onto his arm tightly because I could no longer support my own weight. With his hands running across my body, occasionally going to my ass to grab and slightly squeeze them, I lose my energy.

Alvarez would often crack a smile when he hears me moan his name, regardless of how soft or loud I said it. Every time I do it, he bites my skin and sucks on it, as if it’ll never be enough for him.

Oh, gosh…

“You kept calling his name earlier. Can you remember?” he asked as he pushed me towards the wall more, his hands slowly lifting my butt up to help me out.

“I can’t…” I replied groggily as I wrapped my legs around his waist so he could carry me better.

“Hmm? Are you sure?”

Before I could even answer, I already felt his hands sneaking inside my top. He grabbed my breasts, gently twisting my n*****s as he licked and sucked on my bare skin.

Alvarez had no mercy at all with the way he gave me hickeys…

“Not…there—Ahh!”

With the way he was sucking on my neck, I was certain that he’d be leaving bruises that would take too much time to heal! He knows I hate it when he does that, but he’d do it anyway to prove something!

I’m not saying I hate it, though. It’s just that…

Why isn’t he asking now…?

“Diaz, answer my question.”

“I don’t…” I panted as I grabbed onto his hair. “I don’t know. Please, just…”

“I won’t until you answer me,” he replied, teasing.

“f**k you.”

He chuckled as his other hand slowly traveled to my thigh, threatening to touch my dripping entrance. “I see you can hardly wait, mi amor. Mm-hmm. I’ll need you to tell me what you want, though.”

I couldn’t take his teasing anymore. I, for one, know Alvarez won’t do what he wants until I tell him to, as long as he’s able to get a rise out of me. But I just can’t stand it when my mind’s clouded with the desire I’ve been holding back since earlier.

While Alvarez stared at me, his expression filled with anticipation, my breathing turned unstable. I couldn’t think straight, especially with the way he looked at me…as if he thinks I’m the prettiest thing he’s ever laid his hands on. He always, always does…

I tried to sit upright and pushed Alvarez on his back. He flashed an amused smile, one that depicted all the malevolent intentions he’s harbored since earlier.

I panted as I sat on top of him, my hands clenched into a fist on top of his chest as I slowly rubbed my ass on his d**k. “You’re so hard,” I whispered as I bit my lip, unable to contain my moans.

“And whose fault is that?” he asked as he reached for my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. His left arm was the only thing supporting both of our weights, but it seemed like nothing to him as he shoved his tongue into my mouth without warning.

I could only groan in response as I grabbed his hair to pull him towards me more, unable to suppress my desires. As our tongues rubbed against each others’, his long fingers slowly traveled to my waist, slightly squeezing.

He’s always had this…intoxicating smell I couldn’t get enough of. “You smell good…” I told him after pulling away, making him chase my lips greedily.

I placed my index finger on his lips, trying to stop him as I was afraid I’d suffocate. Alvarez looked at me with a ravenous expression as he licked his lips, the aftertaste of my lips on his vanishing as he did so.

He trailed his index finger on my jaw down to the hollow space between my breasts. “Put it in.”

“You’re so f*****g bossy.”

“Hmm? You don’t like it?”

I could only glare at him as I fumbled with his belt, trying to open his zipper with my trembling hands. Whenever I meet Alvarez’s gaze, I would always find him staring at me with a bored expression.

“Care to go faster, mi amor?”

“Shut up. I’m trying…!” I exclaimed.

I was relieved when I finally succeeded and his…massive c**k sprung up, all wet. I bit my lower lip as I watched him bite on the condom and put it in. His face has formed a grimace now that he’s getting impatient from all that fuss we kicked up earlier.

Oh, he looks so damned sexy right now…

“Ride me,” he told me as he held my waist, urging me to hurry. “Come on, Diaz. I need you to please me.”

Biting my lip, I held his c**k in place as I was slowly putting it in. Alvarez was kneading my breasts as he kept on urging me to move, teasing.

“f**k, shut up…” I managed to say as I struggled to move up and down his c**k.

My legs are still too weak…

Alvarez had finally lost his patience and held my waist in place so he could do the thrusting himself. I would have lost my balance if it weren’t for his firm hold on me!

All I could do was scream his name out, both of our faces contorting due to the pleasure. I wrapped my arms around his neck to support my own weight because he’s absolutely destroying me!

“Don’t squeeze down on me…” he muttered as he hissed against my ear. “f**k, you’re so tight.”

I could feel my insides burning as my limbs twitched in response to the pleasure. “I’m…close—Ahh, Gray!”

He groaned in my ear as his index finger traced my stomach down to my clit, rubbing his thumb on my bud as he licked and sucked on my shoulder. The pleasure was too much for me to bear, so I bit on his shoulder as I felt my release overcome me.

I was seeing stars as I screamed his name out, my toes curling so hard as the wave of pleasure hit me. Alvarez’s thrusts became erratic as well, refusing to be merciful to me.

“Ah, I’m close…” he muttered as he pushed me on my back and hovered over me.

“Wait, I just—f**k, ahh!”

His thrusts changed pace, sometimes going faster and then slower. I was still sensitive because I just came, and he’s already ramming his d**k inside me again! I dug my nails into his back as I came another time. His thrusts went slower and, finally, he also had his release.

“You fucker…” I muttered as I closed my eyes, feeling exhausted.

Alvarez let out a mirthless chuckle as he removed the strands of hair covering my face. “You did great, mi amor.”

“Shut up…”

“Care for another round?”