In the evening... Lilly... Rosemary had once told me, "If you ever want your family to love you, make your presence known, Lilly." She wanted me to show my presence. She always made sure I was visible to my parents and brother's eyes around her until she was alive. May be she saw herself in me that was why she felt so attached that she preferred to put her life at risk and take me out on that unfortunate day even after Harry's warnings. But I feel sorry to say, I lost today. I could not keep up with Rosemary's words and make my presence known. I just gave up. My eyes stared at the ceiling while I laid on my bed like an alive corpse. A corpse that could breathe and hear but could not accept her existence herself. I laid in the same hospital gown that I have ran away in from my ward,