Zoey After Savannah left my room, I didn’t waste any time lying Xeraphina in the small white bassinet with a pink bow at the foot of it. I only let her lie there long enough to change into a comfortable, button-up flannel shirt, then I carried her back to the bed and got comfortable with my back propped against the wall. I didn’t bother with the buttons on my shirt, because I knew it was feeding time. As soon as I brought Xeraphina up to my chest, she didn’t waste any time latching onto my teat, then she happily suckled the breastmilk out of me. While softly caressing her rosy cheek, I sweetly vowed, “I know things are messed up right now, but I promise, this is not how our life will always be. One day in the future, we will have your daddy beside us, then we can put all