Hindi napansin ni Zader na hawak na niya ang kaniyang dibdib. Nakakaramdam siya ng kakaiba ngunit wala naman siyang ediya kung paano patigilin ang masama na pakiramdam, dahil hindi niya rin mawari kung ano iyon. Nobody knows except Zader’s Mother and Grandmother about his condition. Zader was held captive when he was eight years old by a psychopath for almost a month, and his perpetrator is no other than his grandfather who's also suffering from dementia. Dahil sa trauma na dala ng pangyayari na ’yon, Zader developed an uncanny illness. He was diagnosed with alexithymia, the illness that couldn't distinguish emotions properly at mas nananaig ang galit. Later, he was also diagnosed with anosognosia, a trait that he may have inherited from his late grandfather. Nagtatago lamang iyon na katau
