Christian’s POV
I laid in the pool while looking out the window of my bathhouse and enjoying my peace when a knock came on my door.
Couldn’t I have one second of peace?
“Who is it?” I asked, as the door opened with my beta coming in.
“Derek,” I sighed. “You must be lonely to want to join me in the bath.”
He chuckled, leaning against a counter. “Don’t flatter yourself Christian. I’m not here to look at your sexy pecs or your hot abs. I’m only here to make sure you’re okay.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, you’ve not been showing up at the meetings and you’ve not been at the training ground. I’m only letting you know that I was worried.”
“I’m fine. I just can’t get over the fact that we lost Bella.”
“Well…” Derek had a shifty look about him which had me tilting my head to him.
“What did
