Keros Kitsume ⚔
810 Words
"Your love was fake but my love for you was real, I can’t believe I fall in love with the wrong person”
A lot of people tell me that I don't know what I want from my life or what really attracts me, well I believe this is quite right I never knew what my passions or my interests in life are.. The problem here that I don't really know who I am because lately, I abandoned most of my old beliefs, ideas, and notions that almost nothing left to define me as "a person who knows what he wants." Some people will wonder why did I do that ?! well in short words "I couldn't play the role anymore" and the main idea here is that I may not know what I love but I definitely can tell you what I hate and what turn me off and in this knowledge alone a significant relief .
I have never been an adventurous person, and I never had the time to explore the world around me and myself, but I have some knowledge on how the world work and people camp in main camps which they can share the same ideas and beliefs and anyone who is an outsider and different is not welcomed. In my society it's a wisdom to play it safe and not try anything new because you may lose or fall which is not appreciated, so people mainly work secured jobs and lead risk free lifestyle, so they never know who they really are,
Each time I fail, they smile in irony, and they tell me “You do not know what you want that is your problem”, but at least I tried and failed, and you never tried anything in your life how dare you to judge me !! And for what reason? Does it makes you fell better and superior ones. People think that they know what they want from life, but 90% of the people I have met do not know who they are they just play the roles that the society and community predetermined for them and they are happy that they have the approval of their families and friends. Anything that threatens their lifestyle any unfamiliar action anyone who does not conform then he is divergent who need to be fixed or be cast away. I know what does not interest me and you with your superficial pious acts and beliefs.
"Now I really understand what is the difference between real and fake love”
Fake Love ♪ ♪
♪ ♩
For you I could pretend I was
Happy I could hide away the sorrow
For you I could feign strength, numb the
Pain, and be the girl you can depend on
I’m wishing lovin was
Perfect, I’m praying
You don’t realize deep
Inside that I’m broken
I trusted in a dream, a hopeless cause
Now I watch the flowers as they wither
(Chorus)
I'm so sick of this
Fake Love, Fake Love, Fake Love
I'm so sorry but it's
Fake Love, Fake Love, Fake Love
(Post-chrous) ♪
I wanna be a good one just for you
Give you the world love just for you
Forget who I was just for you
Now I don’t know me, who are you?
(Verse 1) ♪
Forest for us two, love
Where have you gone
I forgot the route
Wandered now I'm lost
I’m starting to fade
To what you want to see
For your happiness, I
Have lost all of me
(Pre-chrous) ♪
For you I could pretend I was
Happy I could hide away the sorrow
For you I could feign strength, numb the
Pain, and be the girl you can depend on
(Bridge) ♪
Love you so bad, Love you so bad
A perfect illusion created for you
Love you so mad, Love you so mad
A beautiful doll, in the image you drew
(Chorus) ♪
I'm so sick of this
Fake Love, Fake Love, Fake Love
I'm so sorry but it's
Fake Love, Fake Love, Fake Love
I'm so sick of this
Fake Love, Fake Love, Fake Love
I'm so sorry but it's
Fake Love, Fake Love, Fake Love
(Pre-chrous) ♪
For you I could pretend I was
Happy I could hide away the sorrow
For you I could feign strength, numb the
Pain, and be the girl you can depend on
I’m wishing lovin was
Perfect, I’m praying
Don’t realize deep
Inside that I’m broken
I trusted in a dream, a hopeless cause
Now I see the flowers as they wither. ♪ ♪
"Fake love will hurt you and will break your heart but it teaches you some important lessons in life”
?MahikaNiAyana
- Writer
