Alandra We packed up the picnic and made our way back to Jonathans' car. I was still feeling a little down and felt bad because Jonathan tried so hard to cheer me up. I wanted to shake off this funk, but it was hard. I feel so guilty about mourning people I don't know. I also feel guilty about surviving the whole ordeal. I mean, I am happy that I'm alive, but the rest of my family is gone. I saw a glimpse of them in the vision the moon goddess gave me, but it made me feel hollow. They were all so cheery and happy. I just wish I could've been a part of the happiness. All that was taken from me though. I wanted revenge and I wanted it now. The problem was that Jonathan said we had to wait. No matter how many times I begged him. He said that we needed actual evidence. T