Lucy
LucyI don’t think I’ll fall back asleep because I’m upset, but I do. My dreams are sensual and lush. Like many of the dreams since I’ve been pregnant, they feature Ravil and Black Light. This time, Gretchen and I arrive at the elite b**m club. It’s my first time back since Valentine’s. I’m looking for Ravil—he’s the only one I want to play with. I’m not pregnant in the dream. Ravil finds me, but he’s angry.
I never called.
He takes me to the big cross structure to tie me up and whip me. I’m scared but also totally excited. He attaches cuffs to my wrists and ankles…
And then I wake up.
Horny.
Disappointed I didn’t get to finish the dream.
And furious that I’m a captive in this man’s domain.
I blink at the clock. It’s much later than I usually sleep. If I were going into my offi
