Without knowing what to do next, I was looking at his letter... I wish I could run to him right at this moment and tell him that I got his letter just now. But that is not an option I have... I don't even know where he is at this moment. So, I tried the only option I have...
I tried to call him... But as usual, he didn't answer my calls... Then I sent him a text explaining everything and asking him to forgive me...
I wait nearly two hours, holding the phone in my hand... But there was no reply from him... I even tried to call him again... Maybe he didn't see my message... But I couldn't get any reply from him...
I was watching his balcony, as well... But he didn't come home either...
Finally, I gave up trying to contact him and went to sleep... I will talk to him tomorrow...
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