Hayden "when c..can I leave? " "we've already been through this before, and I won't say it again, you aren't leaving! " I grounded out more harshly than I intended to. She flinched a little, I noticed she does that a lot lately , even at the slightest of my touch. Her lower lips trembled as she blinked back tears I stared at her for a while , she looked so small, fragile and innocent for all the s**t that's happened to her . Shits that were caused by me She was right, I really was a monster, I couldn't deny that.....no I loved it when people gets scared of me, because only then would they obey, but it had snapped a nerve hearing it coming directly from her mouth last night. I found that I didn't want her to think of me that way, it had....