I locked myself up in my room as soon as I got home....
I entered straight to my bathroom , my dull reflection stared back at me in the mirror, I turned on the tap and splash cold water over my face and hair....
What was wrong with me....
I've never felt so humiliated and disgusted with myself like I did right now......
I knew it was exactly what he wants, I knew i was feeling the exact way he wanted but that didn't ease the shame and disappointment i felt at myself
I hated him so much, how could my body burn with so much need when he touched me?
It was like he'd inserted a fire inside of me...
Memories of him lapping at my juices , his tongue driving me to an o****m flashed in my head....
I tried to suppress them but they just kept coming.....
I stormed out
