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"The baby inside Fely's tummy....is mine and we...are married." "The baby inside Fely's tummy....is mine and we...are married." "The baby inside Fely's tummy....is mine and we...are married." I feel like my heart stop beating for a minute. A burst of sudden pain hit my chest. Ang bigat.... Ang sakit.... Mas masakit pa 'yan sa mga bashers ko. I really don't expect that this will happen. They are my most trusted person yet, they betray me. Tell me how to unsee and to unheard this. Sobrang stupido ko ba kapag sinabi kong ilihim na lang ito sa akin? My knees wobbled. I have so many question to ask but I keep my mouth shut. Gusto ko humingi ng explanation kung anong nangyari pero nanatili akong tahimik dahil sa gulat. I'm just shooting in Cebu and this what happened? I feel like I left behind. I feel like I need to bring this pain alone. My eyes blur as my tears fall down continously. Tumingin ako kay Juade, my long time secret boyfriend and to my bestfriend...Fely. I was so disappointed especially in my bestfriend. I can't imagine that this will happen. Sa lahat ng taong aagaw sa boyfriend ko, hindi ko alam na siya pa! Mariin kong pinikit ang mata ko. No. Alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko pa kaya. I don't want to see them that's why I step backwards and finally manage to run away from them. Walang lingon lingon ay umalis ako ng condominium na iyon. I didn't forget to wear my shades and my mask as I leave the building. I have a movie upcoming. I don't want to risk that. Para akong tangang nasa tapat lang ng building. It feels like iyon na lang ang kaya ng katawan kong takbuhin. Hindi na ako makagalaw. Nanginginig nag ang tuhod ko sa sobrang panghihina. Tahimik akong umiiyak sa gilid. Kung hindi lang ako nakasalamin, siguro pinagtinginan na ako ng lahat. "Move ...." I said to myself but I can't. Nanghihina ang tuhod ko kaya umupo na lang ako sa gilid. Now I'm doomed. I never been in this situation before. Ano ng gagawin ko? How will I start? How will I move on? Where should I go? "You look stupid" A male voice appeared out of nowhere. Inangat ko ang tingin ko sa isang lalaking pamilyar sa akin. A 6 footer man wearing only a sando and a short, exposing his tattoed arm and legs. His hair is messy and a has a grumpy face, looking down on me. "Rev..." I whispered... Reviro Dior Santiago, also known as Rev. He is Juade bestfriend and aside from Fely, siya lang ang nakakaalam ng relasyon namin ni Juade. I don't want to ask on how he know where am I. Ofcourse, I know Juade sent him for me. "Sakay" muli niya sambit at itinuro ang kaniyang kotse. Suminghot ako dahil pakiramdam ko tutulo na ang sipon ko sa sobrang pag-iyak. Nakakairita rin ang mask ko na nababasa na kakaiyak ko. "No. Thank you.." I avoided his gaze and hug my knees. I know that Rev dislike me. After knowing my secret relationship with Juade, he never been nice. He is always sarcastic and grumpy when it comes to me. "Sabi ko sakay" muli niyang ani at halatang nababanasan sa akin. "You don't need to do this. I know you hate me..." I heard him tsked. "I am when you're in relationship with my friend but not anymore. Hindi na kayo magkarelasyon hindi ba?" Mahigpit kong nakapit ang tuhod. Muli na namang nagsituluan ang mga luha sa aking mata. Yes. We are not together anymore. He's with my bestfriend. Bakit kailangan niya pang ipamukha? "I know. You don't need to repeat it" "Sakay" mariin niyang pagkakasabi. "I'm called to watch you. You're not going to somewhere" "Wala akong gagawin. Don't worry. Just let...m—" "Bakit ang arte?" Binalik ko ang tingin sa kaniya. This man.... He really has a problem with me! "Just go Rev. I'm not your responsibility" I heard him tsked before I feel myself floating from the ground. Rev effortlessly carried me. Sa takot kong mahulog ay mabilis akong kumapit. Inilagay naman niya ang kamay sa ulo ko at marahan itong tinapik. "Itinawag ka sa akin ng kaibigan ko. Responsibilidad na kita." And I don't know why but my tears started to fall again. "Pathetic" he whispered. I hug him tighter as my tears fall continiously. I felt him stiffened but I don't have a care. Rev is a life saver. Hindi ko maigalaw ang mga tuhod ko. Hindi ako makaalis sa tapat ng condominium building ni Juade kahit gusto ko. Buti na lang dumating siya. Well...I guess titiisin ko na lang ang mga pang-iinsulto ni Rev. Siya lang naman ang makakarelate sa nararamdaman ko eh. With this kind of pain, I think I can't be alone.