Help?
The ache in my crotch has taken over my life. I can think of nothing else. The devilish contraption makes me feel like a trussed up Thanksgiving bird. But I love it regardless of the annoyance.
I’m hoping the worst of the pain will subside as the piercings heal. I have several weeks of careful cleaning, and then I’m told they should require little attention.
I walk with new meaning, my consciousness is focused downward—as if it weren’t already. I feel naked even when I’m wearing clothes. I worry, thinking crowds can see my chastity device. I look at men and shoo my s****l thoughts away. What would they think if they saw me now?
I’m also smiling inwardly because of this and every other s****l secret hidden from plain view.
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