14NATHAN THURSDAY 9 JULY – 7:14am My dad ’ s a f*****g i***t. He doesn ’ t have a f*****g clue what ’ s going on here. f*****g d**k. He thinks I don ’ t know what ’ s happening, but I do. He might be able to stop Mum from asking too many questions, but I know more than he thinks. He ’ s not the only one who can walk around the estate at night when no one else is watching. Prick. And he reckons he ’ s going to protect us from the infected? f**k ’ s sake, I walked two steps behind him a couple of nights ago and he didn ’ t even know I was out there with him. If I ’ d been one of them, he ’ d be dead. He ’ s got no f*****g backbone. He ’ s not surviving here, he ’ s just hiding . And I don ’ t reckon he ’ s ever going to come out. It makes me f*****g sick. You know, he comes out with al