P.S I LOVE YOU (COMPLETED)

Chapter 8 - Waiting for her to love me

Chapter 8 - Waiting for her to love me

Sebastian

POV

I thought for a while and I decided to show Ashleigh the beach side villa I built for her five years ago... I was walking around her living room while she was busy getting ready... I came across some of her work one that caught my eye was a Victoria Secret shoot her in Lingerie... Seeing her like this turned me on, but then I got upset and thought about all the guys who saw her dress this way... I'm pretty sure this is the cover of the magazine... I can't believe I'm jealous... I have no right to be. I saw movement in the side of my eye... I quickly turned around incase she sees my hard on... How damn embarrassing... The fact that I'm not wearing a suit Jacket doesn't help...

I left the villa and got into my car, I had my assistant send me a new car since Ashleigh destroyed my Rolls Royce Dawn... I had Dan send my royal blue Audi RS8. I love this car. I could go on and on about how much I love VW's cars they are my favourite...

Ashleigh finally gets into the car...

We drive in absolute silence I'm telling you I can hear her breath. Which is one of the things I love about this car no noise, of course all of my cars are costume made to suit my needs and also all my cars windows and wheels have to be bullet proof and I always have a team of bodyguards following me secretly... You know all the death threats and all...

We finally reach the villa I take her straight up to the fifth floor which I renovated last year, I personally planted all of her favourite flowers. I was scared others wouldn't handle it with care... I told her half of why I built this place... I built it for us. I was hoping that in the future she will return to me and be my woman... I excused myself and went to the bathroom and took a shower... I can't tell you if its the water running down my face or if its tears... I've never felt so broken like I do now... I wish I never saw, because I always held on to hope that she would one day become my woman... But now I know she doesn't feel the same way... It feels like I can't breath, It feels like I've been stabbed by 100 different blades at the same time... I get out of the shower put on a pair of black jeans and a white top... I go looking for Ashleigh... Why would Ashleigh Quinn love me right? What's there to love about me?

"Sebastian?"

I hear Ash call me in a low voice... I turn around...

"Lets go for a walk on the beach"

"Okay"

I lead her out to the beach... She lays down in the sand... looking at the stars

"This place is amazing"

"It's all yours"

"Bash why are you so good to me?" She asks with tears running down the sides of her eyes...

I lay down beside and think to myself ' Because I love you'

"Because I want to be good to you"

"Its not because of anything else?"

My heart skips a beat does she know something?

"Anything else Like?"

"Nothing... Just forget about it... forget I mentioned it"

"Okay..."

"Sebastian have you had a girlfriend since high school?"

"No..."

"Still waiting for miss perfect are you?"

"Yes... Waiting for her to love me"