SUMMER POV
As I step of the plane, it feels strange to be back. I'm now 8 months pregnant, and although I still hate Sean for what he did to me, I'm more at peace and not so heart broken any more. I can't forgive him, but he deserves to know he will be a dad. Not only that, but I've brought a 3-bedroom house ready for me and the baby. It's a girl, and I'm so excited to have a girl. I can't wait until she is born, living with me at our new home.
Sean showed up to my mums 3 weeks after I left, I hid away upstairs and my mum said I wasn't there.
I unblocked his number last month Only to find over 400 messages take over my phone, by coming through.
Katy said Sean goes by the spa every week to check if I'm back, so I decided to get this over with straight away.
It's 1:20pm, so I got a taxi directly to his works.
As I get out the taxi I look up at the building. I remember the last time I was in this building, it was when I saw him with that hoe I think to myself.
I walk into the building, and I'm happy to see its Ben on the front desk.
"Summer OMG it's really you. OMG your pregnant." Ben squeals.
"Ben do me a favour and don't ring up, I have a surprise to do" I say with a wink.
"Okay there's a new secretary. I will watch the lift go up, as you reach the top floor I will ring to have you approved. You just walk straight into Sean office and give him the wake-up call he needs" Ben says.
"Thank you, Ben, I appreciate it" I say before walking off.
As I leave the lift Ben was true to his word there was a new secretary, to my surprise it was a bloke.
He looked at me while on the phone and I walked straight past into Sean's office. I didn't even knock.
"Surprise" I say walking in.
Sean's looks up in shock.
"Second time lucky trying to inform you I'm pregnant, the last time you were busy with some hoe" I say.
"Summer your pregnant?" Sean says standing up
"Don't bother trying to come near me with your dirty hands! I'm just here to inform you, you're going to be a dad" I say.
He throws his arms in the air. "Okay I won't touch you, but at least hear me out" Sean says.
"I'm not here to listen to your bullshit excuses. I'm here to give you a chance to be a father Sean." I say
"I've spent the last 6 months searching for you everywhere, now your here and carrying my child just please hear me out?" Sean says
"Firstly it's our child, secondly who's fault was it I had to hide from you in the first place? And thirdly I don't need to hear you out, I saw with my own eyes what you did on that rank desk!" I say
"Oh god Princess" I say putting my hands on my stomach. Suddenly she is using my womb as a boxing ring.
"What's wrong?" Sean asks looking worried.
"Nothing she has decided to wake up and bust out her boxing moves" I say.
"She? As in, it's a girl?." Sean says with a smile coming upon his face.
"Yes the baby is a girl" I say.
"Summer, please sit down, your heavily pregnant for christsake take a seat" Sean says.
"No, thanks, I know what you did in this office" I say with disgust.
"It's cleaned daily, it's not dirty Summer." Sean says sounding frustrated.
"I don't care! I only came to inform you, your about to be a father. It's now down to you, if you choose to apart from her life or not" I say.
"I won't be an absent father, I'm going to be the father she deserves" Sean says.
"In that case then you better listen carefully." I say.
"I'm all ears" Sean says as he walks around his desk to lean against it crossing his arms, while not once taking his eyes off me.
"I won't stop you being a dad, but your dirty tramps are not to go near our daughter. I will be in contact to discuss how we can co-parent in due time" I say.
"There's no one else, there hasn't been since the day you left me. I've been looking for you everywhere only wanting you Summer" Sean says staring me straight in the face with a serious pleading face.
"You should have thought about that before you dropped your trousers! Because I'm telling you now, I'm not part of the package here. I won't stop you seeing our daughter, but I'm off limits!" I say
"I don't see any rings on your finger, so I'd say that's still a fair game" Sean says.
"You missed your chance the second you decided I wasn't just enough for you. So don't go getting ideas now" I say while glaring at him.
"And I was a fool to do that, believe me I've regretted it every day since. You were more than enough for me! You still are, I realised that when you left me" Sean says
"Well it's too late now. I've unblocked your number, so any questions regarding the baby you can contact me. Otherwise, I'm not interested in anything else" I say going to walk out.
"Where are you going? We still have a lot to discuss" Sean says.
"I came straight from airport, I opted to travel light, I need maternity clothes and to buy the baby's stuff ahead or her arrival. So if your excuse me I've come to inform you of her, I must go now" I say.
"How did you get here?" Sean asks.
"Taxi, it's not like I can walk here from the airport is it" I snap.
"Come on, I will drive you" Sean says.
"I don't need you to drive me, I can get a taxi" I say walking out.
SEAN POV
"Like hell are you getting a taxi" I say following behind Summer.
"Well it's not like you can stop me" Summer says.
"Josh I'm out for the rest of the day" I say.
"Hmm nice name Josh, I see you're not wearing a ring that means your fair game right?" Summer says.
"What the hell Summer? " I groan.
"What you can f**k your secretary's, but I can't? Plus at least I'm single and not engaged" Summer says.
"Um, I'm gay. Sorry if I was straight I'd be sure to take you up on the offer though" says Josh.
"Not if you value your job!" I say annoyed
Summer walks into the lift and I follow behind.
"What's the matter? I hurt your feelings? " Summer says smiling.
"Why did you do that?" I ask.
"To prove I ain't yours any more and if it did hurt your feels boo Hoo, it's hardly a dent to what you did to me." Summer says smiling
"Okay, I deserve that" I say through gritted teeth.
She was right, I deserved it plus more, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm still madly in love with her. I've spent the past 6 months looking for her, Needing to find her and beg for forgiveness. I was in utter shock when she walked in my office moments ago. I'm sure as hell not letting her run away again! Not without a fight to gain her trust and love again. And I'm sure as hell going to have her and our baby as a family if it's the last thing I do. I will spend the rest of my life making up for what I did. I regretted it more than she knows I think to myself.
At that thought the lift doors opened and Summer walked out. Well more waddled she isn't as fast as the last time she ran out of here.
Then again being heavily pregnant means it's easier for me to keep up with Summer this time. She looks stunning! Pregnancy suits her that's for sure.
"Why are you following me?" Summer suddenly says.
"I told you, to hell with a taxi I will drive you." I say
"I don't need you to start caring now, maybe if you did that before you dropped ya trousers then things wouldn't be like this now" Summer says.
"I did care and I still to, stop being stubborn your heavily pregnant with our baby just let me drive you." I say
Summer ignores me and walks out the building. I follow her still.
She stops walking and takes her phone out.
"What are you doing?" I ask
"I told you getting a taxi." Summer says rolling her eyes at me
"Summer my car is right there! You can freaking see it for christsake. I bet you're tired as it is waiting for a taxi, I could have you at the mall before it arrives. Do you really want to hang around just because your stubborn?" I ask.
"Fine but no trying to trick me! I don't have time for your games today, and you shouldn't mess with a pregnant woman. Especially one that can just about stand the sight of looking at you" Summer says while rubbing her stomach with one hand the other hand is on her lower back.
"Okay I won't do any trickery" I say holding my hands up walking towards the car door.
Summer follows me while giving me daggers, if looks could kill I'm sure I wouldn't be standing right now that's for sure I think to myself.
I open the car door for summer, and she holds the door frame while supporting herself into the car. I did hold my hand out to help her, but she refused my help.
Once summer is in the car I close the door and go round to the drivers side and get in the car as well.
Summer has strapped her seatbelt in.
And I strap myself in.
"How's the pregnancy been?" I ask summer while starting the car.
"The morning sickness is awful, I don't know why they call it morning sickness when it strikes anytime. It's got better lately though. The swollen ankles are not pretty. Waking a dozen times a night to pee is frustrating, and she is on the small side, but otherwise it's going well" summer says.
"She is on the small side?" I ask?
"Yes I had to have extra scans because she is measuring smaller than the standard growth of pregnancy, but she is okay in there. I'm just to expect a tiny baby, I've been warned." Summer says looking out the passengers window.
"Okay, and it was safe for you to fly this late in pregnancy" I ask?
"Yes the midwife gave me the all clear three days ago, and I took first class which helped with the comfort. Any more questions?" Summer says
"When did you find out you were pregnant?" I ask
"Well while I was sat doing a pregnancy test you were busy dropping your trousers for that hoe" Summer says bitterly.
Damn it she just started talking civil, and I had to ask a question to make her angry again I think to myself.
"Why didn't you tell me afterwards?" I bravely ask
"I wasn't ready to face you until now" Summer simply replies, then with that she turns the radio on loud.
I turn it down. "Why did you do that?" I ask
"So I don't have to answer any more of your stupid questions" she replies.
"I still love you summer" I say
"Well that's a shame because I can't stand you" she says
"Can't we at least be civil? After all we are going to have a baby in a few weeks time, and I'd rather get along than argue everything out with you. Yes your angry at me with every right to be. And I don't blame you hating me, but a civil conversation can we at least do that?" I ask.
"Lose all thoughts of trying to win me back, and I can be civil" Summer says.
"Okay I will back off, but lets at least be friends for our daughters' sake okay?" I say praying it's a step in the right direction.
I know full well I'm going to do everything to win her back, but right now I need summer to like me and be able to hold a conversation before I try to win her round I think to myself.
" Okay we can do that then" Summer says.
Thank you I say pulling into the car park of the mall.
"Sean remind me, Where's the nearest toilets in this place?" Summer says.
"Hang on I will show you, it will be quicker to show you than try to explain" I say getting out the car. I rush round to Summers side as she opens the car door. She shuffles her legs out while trying to stand up.
"Here let me help you" I say offering my hand
Summer looks at me then my hand
"Summer stop being stubborn, just accept my help isn't that what friends do" I say.
"They better be clean" she mumbles under her breathtaking my hand for support.
"There clean! I swear I've washed them a million times since the last time you saw me and I swear there's been no one since" I say.
She takes her hand back once she is stood up. "Okay lead the way please this baby is using my bladder as a trampoline right now" Summer says
"Come on the toilets nearest the lift exit is on the food terrace" I say walking towards the lift, which isn't far because I parked as close as I could to the lift, so summer wouldn't have far to walk.
When we get in the lift I press the button for the food Terrance. The next floor more people get in. Summer stands there tapping her foot looking impatient.
"Why didn't you go before you left?" I ask.
"Because there was a crazy bloke following me" summer says glaring at me.
I decided it would be wise to say no more since Summer looked annoyed again.
The next time the lift stopped lucky was the food Terrance floor.
"The toilets are through the doors there, so not far now." I say
"Thanks" Summer says walking as fast as she can in the direction of the toilets.
I take a seat at one of the tables near the toilets and wait for Summer to come back out. Not only that, but I make sure I don't take my eyes of the doors, so Summer can't try to escape me on the way out. After all I still have a lot of questions, but I also know I've got a lot of fixing to do as well. I mentally kick myself again for cheating on Summer. We could have been happily married right now enjoying this precious time together but no I had to screw it up like the i***t I am I think to myself.