NICOLE I have never been angry at myself with the way I have been for the past few weeks since I met Giovanni f*****g Salvatore. It was as if he came into my life to turn everything upside down. My morals, my values and even my self-esteem. I sat down on the armchair with a glass of wine in my hands as I faced the balcony. The night view was beautiful from here, so I let the door open as I watched the stars. I could no longer deny the connection I always feel whenever I am around him. I feel excited, nervous, scared and unsure of what I want when I'm with him, but his touch— those devilish hands knows how to make me feel good. As much as I tried to act strict around him, he made me want to bend my rules for him and for some reason, I was more than curious to know how much pleasure he c