6 Heidi Going to Café J to have brunch with Landon was an idiotic idea. I knew that down to my bones, yet I couldn’t say no to him. I’d tried, but when he had pleaded with me, I had been a goner. There was never going to be a real relationship between us. I wouldn’t come between him and Miranda. I wouldn’t be that kind of girl. But, still, I hoped. I hoped for the day when he would tell me that he wasn’t just separated, but that he’d finalized a divorce with Miranda. It was a bad, cruel thing to hope for. Asking for a marriage to be ruined was bad Karma, and I needed all the good vibes I could get in my life. I’d had enough hard times, and I knew better. Still…it made my chest ache to think about that one kiss. And, even though he’d been drunk the night before, my blood had heated