Marie The news about Nathan marrying Anika has been flying around for weeks. I admit it still hurts me. But what can I do. He chose Anika over me. Who wouldn't want her? Shes beautiful, sexy and elegant. She came from a prominent family, while I don't even know where my family is. Speaking of family, I haven't git any flashbacks or dres since the last time I had one. I miss having them. Even in those dreams, it made me feel warm and whole. I wanted my child to have a family that loves him or her no matter what. I want my child to feel the warmth and and love inky a whole family can give. I admit living with Nora and Gary made me feel the warmth but nit much. But still I owe them everything I have now. I was pulled my thoughts when a news came on the TV. A photo of Nathan and Anika vi