SILAS I have a mate, I really do have a mate. The moon goddess did not abandon me, my mate was beside me all along and I didn’t know. Besides knowing, he is my mate, I had my first kiss today and then my first jerk off, it felt amazing and I wanted more but we were in the boy's locker room (changing room) and they might want to come in and be surprised to see two boys Inside the changing room with the door locked, that would bring hot discussion and then my quiet school life would be gone. He was different from Emery, he doesn’t care about my rank or anything and he said he wants to be with me and he is planning on mating with me and wants me to move in with him. I am lucky and glad that he wasn’t like Emery and I felt sad for Sam, I wish he had meant a mate