Mariko's POV
I tossed and turned the entire evening. When Bella would cry, that was the only time that I would get out of bed and made sure that she fell asleep again. She usually wakes up during the night, but not too often. We keep the bedside lamp on for her so that it wouldn't be completely dark. My mind was busy the entire evening. Amber is out partying and Rosie is with Bella. My mind drifted towards Amber and the continuous arguments that we have every night and the fact that she still goes out. This was a not on. I cannot go on living like this anymore. My mind also drifted towards Maddie and she is the only person that is keeping me on my toes for someone that I know I want but I can't have...not yet.
I sat in the lounge on the recliner, my one leg crossed over the other as I w
