Sierra

Heartache

Who the f**k is this? I yelled into ROC phone as he tried to get into the bathroom. This his Girlfriend who the f**k are you? the caller said. His girlfriend??? lol what you his side b***h or something? I asked her.

Nah b***h you're the side b***h I been with Rocko for 5 years she yelled in the phone.. Soon the door flew open and ROC was coming for me. I throw his phone at him as he grab my arms. Get the f**k off me ROC, you got me f****d up I said swinging at him. Man I ain't f*****g nobody but you. You a motherfucking lie, this hoe calling you at 3 a.m in the morning.

Then she say she been with you for 5 years. Nigga f**k you I yelled trying to get out his hold. Polo and SiAsia came in the room asking what's going on?Tell him to leave me alone and get the f**k off me. He had me pinned against the bathroom wall. Man bruh come on let her go Polo said trying to remove ROC from me. Nah bruh she isn't finna try me. She done broke my phone and punched me in the face. Leave me alone don't you have a b***h you been with for 5 Years?? I yelled in his face. Man I been with you for the pass year ,when do I not never be in your ass? Leave me alone ROC. If I leave you alone I ain't never coming back he threatened.. Bye nigga you still cheating, so why should I care you dumb b***h ?I screamed at him, as Polo pull him off me and SiAsia grab me.

This nigga got this hoe calling his phone right after he finish f*****g me. I yelled as I'm trying to get in my car but he is blocking me in with his car. Move ROC I yelled. He is pulling on me as SiAsia and Polo is trying to stop him. Just let her go bruh. Man that's my car, I brought it he said. Yeah you brought it for me ,so its mine I yelled. But you can have it ,b***h ass nigga. I yelled causing him to jump over them and snatch me. I'm now on the ground as he holds my hands over my head. Get the f**k off me. I was pregnant but ROC didn't know it but Siasia did. I was going to tell him on valentines day but this happen.

Get the f**k off my sister ROC she's pregnant she scream out. Tears filled my face as he release my arms. Pregnant he question?? Leave me alone, I said getting up running into the house straight to the room. I was now 9 weeks pregnant and I didn't tell him because I was trying to hide it until Valentine's, but now he know.

Open the door Sierra he begged. No ROC please leave me alone. Baby please, I'm not cheating please open the door. No I said laying in his bed crying myself to sleep.

Next morning waking up to my self having to vomit. It seem like now that I told him I was pregnant the sickness is happen. I run to the bathroom to release the fluids.. Vomiting everywhere I decided to shower. After brushing my teeth. I get in the shower washing my body.. I notice my small round stomach as I feel on myself to remove the soap. Getting out the shower I look into the mirror ,my belly was barely poking. Drying my self I applied my Secret and coconut lotion and put on a simple maxi dress and some flip flops. Opening ROCS room door I see him standing on the wall. Trying not to look at him he stops me.

Sierra I'm sorry please talk to me. I pulled from him and begin walking away with him right behind him. That's my baby man you can't not talk to me. When the baby get here I will talk to you I said walking out the door ...

3 months later ROC please stop coming to my job. I'm now 5 months and this fool has harass me the whole time. What have you ate today Sierra?? he said looking me in my eyes as I rub my belly. I had got a job at Sprints Customer Care Center. I ate a bowl of pineapple, some peaches and a slice of pizza ROC. Why you want let me do anything for you? He asked. Why you want tell the truth about cheating? I asked looking him in the eyes. I didn't cheat. So what do you call it ROC? He just looked at me without saying nothing. I have a appointment tomorrow if you want to come you can it's @11. I have been allowing him to come to the appointments because its his baby to. The last two appointments the baby wouldn't show us the s*x so hopefully tomorrow it will.

Okay Sierra he said looking at my belly. After he left I text SiAsia.. Our mom want us to come down after I have the baby but I wasn't on that s**t. She was still with Robert and I couldn't stomach seeing him or his sick ass sons. Selinda wasn't with the s**t neither but Sammy was almost finish with the 12th grade and he wanted to see Ma before he leaves for college. I would have to see how I feel once the time comes.

Appointment day ROC please keep your hands off me I told him as he touch my booty as we wait in the room to see the Doctor. You know you miss this tongue he said licking his lips. I really did miss it but he had cheated and I wasn't trying to catch no std because he is a hoe. Nope I don't, I lied as I look down to my phone. Sierra I didn't cheat, I did go with that girl but haven't been with her for 3 years. So why did she do all that,that night? Because she's back in town and she think I suppose to be back with her ,he said looking me dead in the eyes. Why you didn't tell me that from the jump. I tried , but you wanted to fight remember?

Whatever ROC I said looking at him sideways. The doctor enter the room and went alone with the appointment. Do you guys want to know the s*x of your baby? Yes be both said. After moving the wand around we learn that

We are having a boy. ROC was so happy he kissed my feet. Please move back in with me he begged please Sierra. I promise I'll treat you right. Going back and forward with him I agreed if he let me do the pregnancy pole dance.

I had started pole classes but once I got pregnant and he knew it he shut me down....I mean he would come to the center I was at and show the f**k out.