Sierra

Sierra

I can't believe I just bathe with this men. I hope he don't look at me different. I'm now laying on his chest as he rub my back.

Sierra? Yes I answer him,you okay baby? he asked. Yes I am I said with my eyes close. You gonna stay the night with me ?he asked. Umm let me see what my sisters gonna do.

Okay babe he said. Getting off him and walked to the door. Looking for my sister I could hear someone kissing. Selinda??? She's in the back room SiAsia said as I came around the corner to see her and Polo in each others face.

Oooh I was seeing if you was staying tonight because I wanted to stay with ROC? not knowing he was behind me. Yah lil momma she staying tonight Polo said. Feeling ROC grab my body from the back I said okay to my sister whom was busy kissing on Polo.

Back into his room I laid on his bed as he lay between my thick thighs. So tell me about yourself he said rubbing my thighs. Um I'm from Lake City its four of us. My momma is a Cna and my daddy's in prison. No boyfriend never had one I said feeling myself getting choked up. My bday is Christmas eve .. Now tell me about you? I said to him quickly getting the questions of me. I'm 23 ,you see I gt two brothers, I'm from here. My parents stay in Mexico,I have my own business. Doing what? I asked. I owned two strip clubs and one is the one I met you at he said nervously. Really ???

Yes I'm never there he said ,Gator never told me about you that's why I thought you danced there.

He really never see me. SiAsia and Selinda are the dancer I just do the makeup and hair. Oh okay he replied as I looked at him.I have no kids and I'm single he said now laying on my lower stomach.

Have you ever had s*x Sierra ??he asked making me tense up. Feeling a tear fall from my eyes I pushed him off me and walked out his room door.

SIERRA what's wrong Selinda said as I passed her in the Living room. Sierra ,Sierra ROC called behind me. What the f**k did you do to my sister ?I heard SiAsia say behind me. Grabbing my arm Selinda turned me around what happen baby girl???Nothing I said shaking my head. Man I didn't do nothing ,ROC said as SiAsia is in his face. All I did was asked her was she f*****g ?he explained.

Ohhhhh s**t Damn Is all SiAsia said before she came to embrace me in a hug. We gonna call it a night ,see y'all later both my sisters said as they help me in the car.

I felt so ashamed about what had happen to me I hated talking about it ,ROC had no clue and I didn't think it was right to tell him. Looking at him thru the window he just throw his head back..

Two weeks later I haven't talked to ROC since the night at the beach house. He didn't even call me. I was upset at first but I got over it. Tonight I was going to the club with my sisters to celebrate Selinda 23 birthday I decided to wear a all white Catsuit with some Gold Jimmy choo.

After we all got ready we headed to the bar. My sisters was still talking to ROC brothers but they would never say anything about him and I would never ask about him. Arriving at Molly Brown night club we went straight in. It wasn't as crowd ,yet being that it was it 10:54 p.m my sisters wanted to be there early to make sure everything was in place.

Sitting in the V.I.P AREA my sister gave me a cup of grey goose and pineapple juice. 2 hours later I was on the dance floor dancing. Making my ass drop and shake at the same time. Selinda behind me matching my beat. Looking up I look right into this red b***h face she is looking like she wanted to knock my head off.

Me laughing it off I started to twerk to the beat of The ying yang twins shake it fast.. After we dance we made our way to the area we was sitting at. SiAsia had asked me a couple of weeks ago to dance for my sister bday so I was getting ready to go get dress.

Telling her I had to pee I disappeared in the back. Even tho I didn't dance for a living I would put a lot of strippers away but I did it for fun. It was my dream to own my own dance studio one day... Changing into a white two piece I was ready to dance.. Usher don't Mind begin to play. I slowly came on the stage as the song begin. I looked to see my sister's face look shock, I started dancing. Dropping to the floor making my body do stuff that I wasn't to proud of I did a split from off the pole on the ground making my ass bounce ...

I hear my sister's screaming "YESSSS b***h ,YESSSS KILL THEM' That just made me go harder people throwing cash everywhere.

30 mins later I was done. After I danced I joined my sister in the V.I.P area where she just jumped on me ,hugging me like crazy. You did so good b***h she said hugging me tight.

Thanks sissy anything for you.

30 mins before the club end I see Polo,Voris and ROC walking our way ,I quickly turned my head looking down. What's up y'all Polo said hey babe SiAsia said, heyyy Selinda said to them hugging Voris. Hey y'all I said still looking down. You did good out there Polo said .. Oh thank you I replied still looking down. I could feel ROC looking at me but was to scared to look up.

We begin to leave the club and I was happy. Once outside everyone but me had agreed for them to come back to our house. Omg I said to my sister's once in the car. What's wrong? Why he have to come. Because he's driving and plus you need to get over that s**t he didn't do s**t. Whatever I said looking out the window.

Arriving home I went straight to my room to shower and get ready for bed. I was so scared to open up to anyone and that's why I was running from ROC. After showering I went back into my room. Climbing in bed I slowly close my eyes. Hearing someone knock on my door , yes I answer. He opened the door and stepped in. Can I lay with you ??he asked sounding so sexy. I promise I want touch. Okay I nodded moving over for his tall built body to enter my bed. Once he was in my bed he did what he said he would do.

Removing his shirt and pants he got under the cover. Never touching me. Sleep was taking over me then off to sleep I went..... 10:45 a.m ,I hear people laughing looking around for ROC not seeing him. Removing my lazy body from the bed I went to empty my bladder and to do my morning care.

I walked into the living room to see ROC,Polo,Voris, Selinda and SiAsia all sitting in the living room.

Morning I said walking in the kitchen to Sam eating his breakFast. Hi my baby I cooed to him. Hey he said kissing my cheek. Placing his Bowl in the sink he tells me he was going to Marks house( His friend down the street) and he will be back later. Sam was now 15 and he was so big. Selinda spoiled the s**t out of him and I did what I could for him also.

Guess I'll make me a waffle I said to myself. Me to please, ROC said sitting at the table behind me. OK I said not looking at him. Why are acting like you don't know me? He asked. Looking at him feeling bad for just cutting him off . I'm sorry ROC I just got some issues, ROC I'm sorry okay.

Let me take you to breakfast please he asked. Ooh okay I replied. Going into my room putting on a sundress and some flip flops I was ready and so was my sisters and his brothers.

30 mins later we are at Waffle House. So you gonna give me a try ?ROC asked looking into my eyes. Yes Roc I said looking him in the eyes back.

6 months later.

I'm scared ROC I said looking ROC in the eyes as he laid on me naked. I had open all the way up to him about everything so he didn't rush me in s*x. Tonight we had went to eat then a movie. Things got a lil hot and I was telling him I wanted him but now I'm laying here I don't feel comfortable. I'm Sorry ROC I said to him as he stand up to pull his boxer up. Naw you good he said pulling his shirt over his head.

Walking out the room he slammed the door. Damn damn I said to myself knowing he was mad. Putting my clothes back on I went to find him. Looking everywhere I couldn't find him and his car wasn't parked in front of my apartment anymore.

Wiping the tears from my face I grabbed my phone to call him. No answer I said throwing my phone on the bed. Laying in my bed I covered my body in the sheets and went to sleep. Waking up to my phone ringing to see its ROC's phone calling me.

Me: hello

ROC: I can't deal with this childish s**t you not finna keep playing me no more .

Me: I'm not playing

with you ROC I'm sorry.

ROC: open the door.

Getting out my bed going to open the door for him. He's standing to the door looking high and drunk he walked pass me in to my room. Removing his clothes he lay on the bed. I remove my bottoms and laid next to him. Looking at him in my dark room made me feel sorry.

Kissing my forehead he told me to go to bed. ROC you f*****g someone else? I asked him looking him in the eye. Yes he said honestly making me instantly cry. Omg is all I could say.

Getting out the bed going into my bathroom ,I could hear ROC's keys moving. He was leaving and I didn't care.