Sierra

Love me for me

Ricardo Lamar Taylor 10lbs 6 Oz's 21 inches. Ms. King are you okay. Ms. King are you okay is all I remember hearing. Sierra was in a bad car accident this morning. She was rushed to the E.r where they delivered my Baby boy. The other driver was pronounced dead at the scene. Sierra is now in the Or getting glass removed from her head.

This morning Sierra and I got into a really bad fight because I didn't come in last night. I wasn't cheating, I'm just very depress. Once I came home she had my stuff packed by the door. I told her I'm not leaving my house so she decided she would leave and I wasn't having that. She slapped me and I said some really hurtful s**t to her making her drop to her knee's crying. I didn't mean to say what I said but I was mad. I left out the house and didn't say sorry. I was cooling in the Acura with my brothers chopping it up when Ms.Sarah called me telling me Sierra got into a bad accident and she's at the hospital. That was the first time I ever felt my heart drop, leaving my body literally.

If she die I'll die. Now I'm waiting in this waiting room with her mom and sisters. Man my lil boy is so f*****g handsome. Its crazy that all my kids look just like me. He was so big with a head full of curly hair. I'm happy he is safe and healthy.

Hi I'm Dr.Jenkins, Sierra King's Doctor. She is stable she only has cuts and bruises but she okay. We are going to sent her to the Women side in the next hour. If you guys want to come back follow me. Walking behind him as he take us to see Sierra. Arriving in the room I see my baby boy in her arms as she kisses his hands. I damn near run to her bedside kissing her. I'm so sorry Sierra. I'm so sorry. She kissed me back and told me it was okay. She was so happy for some reason.

Later that night Sierra was sleep and my baby boy was in the nursery. I had went and gt the other kids and took them to Asia. I want to change I said to my daddy as he looks me in the eyes. After momma dead I started treating her bad. Your momma didn't like Sierra because she remind her of my momma. Strong beautiful ,independent and all. She hated that s**t. Sierra ain't do nothing when you was in prison but go home and to the kids school. Your momma use to go over there to get them kids ,Sierra would be in the bed or on the phone with you. Your momma went over there about 3 in the morning to catch something but didn't, She was so upset.. You got someone good like that hold them down my daddy said looking so serious.

Yo momma was a good women but she wasn't always right son he said looking me dead in the eyes. You better go ahead and marry that girl she gave you 6 beautiful kids man. Nodding my head I looked over to Sierra she was beautiful. I love her..I do I just got to go see a pastor to ask him to pray the demons out of me.

After my father left I went on my phone to watch a video that I had made. Recording Sierra she had dance for me last week with her big belly ,she still was sexy. You are a creep she said making me look up to her. Hey baby I said standing to kiss her. Hey Sir,How you feeling ?I asked her.I'm good just sore from this c section. You know what I said early was really f****d up. You don't deserve nobody like me crashing you down like that I told her as tears fall from her eyes. I had told her she wanted Robert and his Sons to rape her and that was what she get for being a teaser.. I forgive you I know you didn't mean it. She said looking me in the eyes. So the person who hit me dead? Yes baby he was drinking and driving when he hit you. Wow she said crying her eyes out. Don't cry love its okay.