Sierra

Pain

Hello, Whats up Polo? Nah what happen? Okay I'm on my way. What's wrong baby? I asked ROC as he jumped out of bed. We was just pleasing each other when Polo called. I hopped up and put my shirt and sweats on as he calls Voris. Sliding my shoes on I grab my bag. Babe stay with the kids he told me looking me in the eyes, No ROC. What's going on???

It's my momma she had a heart attack. Omg baby I'm so sorry, I said trying to hug him but he brush me off. Running out the door he jumped in the Range Rover as he pulled off. Calling my sisters to see what's going on. Hello boo Asia, as she answer, hey sis what's going on? With what? With Mrs .Taylor, you haven't talked to Polo?No you know we don't talk anymore. That's probably why he just called me let me have Jr. Call him. Okay I replied before hanging up.

Even though Mrs.Taylor and I didn't get alone I didn't wish bad on her. Getting the kids up for school and day care I begin cooking their Apple oatmeal. Once the kids was ready I dropped all of them off. Worried about Roc I called him. H-hello? Hey baby is everything okay? Naw man my momma gone Sierra. Omg I'm so sorry baby where are you can I please come to you? Naw I don't need to be around you right now. Huh I replied. I'll call you later Sierra. Oh okay ROC before I could say anything else he had hung up on me.

Calling my sister Asia she was in tears. I can't believe she is dead Sierra. Me neither I tried to be there for ROC but he don't want me. Why? I don't know I explain to her. I am on my way to Polo I'll see what's up. Please sis I begged her.

8 hours later. Walking into the Beach house I could feel the coldest. Selinda just called me to come get Rocko, she said he was tripping. Walking into his Bedroom he is laying across the bed. Hey baby I said trying to rub his back but he jumped up and looked at me meanly. Rocko what's wrong I can't touch you? What did I do? Man you didn't like my momma you probably was wishing death on her he said in a nasty voice. Me standing from the bed looking at him crazy as f**k. What the f**k why would I hate your momma? Rocko and why would I wish death on her? Man just go get the f**k out and don't never speak to me again f**k you and them kids , he yelled. That was something I didn't play about before I knew it I had slapped him in his face. Nigga f**k my kids? Huh ??

Slapping me down to the ground he grabbed my hair pulling me up to the wall as he choked me. I'm kicking the wall trying to get out his grip. He let me go then throw me to the glass mirror. Trying to run from him he picks me up and throw me on the bed. I'm kicking him trying to get away as Polo,Voris And my sisters run in. Breaking us up he tried to attack me again. What the f**k is going on Polo asked. He just glares at me breathing hard. I just came to get him and he started saying crazy s**t telling me I am happy his momma dead. Then he said f**k me and my kids. I'm done with this s**t I don't know why he doing me like this but I can't take it.

I'm so sorry about y'all momma I said to Polo and Voris as I walk out the door.

4 months later Open the f*****g door Sierra, ROC screamed thru the door. I had went to stay with Asia because I didn't have no where else to go. He had basically beat my ass because he thought some s**t. Leave me alone Rocko. Daddy daddy, Heaven Yelled. My daughter wants me open the door. No please go away. He had came over yesterday and flatting all my tires and bust all my windows out my car because I wouldn't let him see the kids.

Kicking the door down he came straight for me. Grabbing me by my hair he throw me against the table. Go in the room kids I begged them. He now had me pinned against the wall as he chokes me. Please please stop daddy Rocko said from behind him. Loosing his grip he let me go. Turning to see our son standing there he broke down crying. I don't know what to do as I cry I stand next to him as he grab my legs and thighs and cried...Rubbing his back I begin to feel so sorry for him. Grabbing his hands helping him up I take him into the room. Laying down on the bed pulling him on me as he cried.. I'm sorry Sierra he said crying on my so round stomach that he final to notice.

2 hours passed

Waking up to him sitting on my bed drinking Hennessey straight out the bottle with no clothes on. Trying my best not to make a wrong move I get out the bed going straight to the bathroom. As soon as I turn the corner he grab a hand full of my hair pulling me back unto the bed. Please please please ROC. Taking my clothes off he gets on top of me .. You love me? He question as he put his finger in my p***y. Yes ROC please don't hurt me. Shut up he said grabbing my neck. ROC someone called from outside the door. Yo he said, man what the f**k you doing. Removing his self from me he put his basketball shorts on. Opening the door Polo and Voris was standing there. Man what the f**k is you doing ?Polo said pushing him into the wall. He just started laughing, Man Sierra get dress and leave. This nigga tripping. I had wrapped the sheets around me and went straight to the bathroom.

After getting dress I gather my kids and got into my sisters car since ROC had f****d my car up. I never thought ROC would jump on me it really broke my heart.

6 week's later. Can Rocko see the kids today Polo asked over the phone. Yum yes I said looking at myself in the mirror. Rocko still didn't know I was pregnant. Today will be their first time seeing me since the accident. O okay sent the address ,okay bye. After texting Polo my address I got the kids dress and took my self a shower. Putting on a tank top and some sweat pants I brush the girls hair up in a big ponytail. For them to be so lil they had a lot of hair. Riley hair was longer then both of the twins. After everyone was clean I fixed them a sandwich and some fruit.

I heard knocks on the door ,I went to answer with Riley behind me. She was my hip baby. Peeping though the peephole I see Rocko and Polo.. Counting to ten I open the door. I had this scar over my eye that Rocko put there the day he beat me up that didn't heal. Some reason when I open the door he looked right at it. What's up sis ?Polo said breaking the silence. Hi Polo, Hi Rocko I said very scared to even be in his site. He looked at me as I bit my lips.

Hi daddddy Riley said hugging his legs. Hey daddy Baby he said to her as she kiss him. Dadddddyy the twins came running from the kitchen grabbing ahold of his legs. They really loved they daddy. Hey dad ,Rico said walking in to. He hugged all of them. Where is Rocko he said looking at Rico and the girls. Daddy Rocko is not your son anymore he said. Making me tear up. He said you hurt mommy and the baby he said pointing to my stomach.. Umm I-I 'ok go get him I said walking off fast. Oh s**t Rico I said in my head as I search for my son.