Sierra

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Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birth-day to youuuu. It was the day before Christmas and also my 23rd birthday. ROC was due to come home January 1 and I couldn't wait to see my man. We are just having a small dinner at ROCS parents house. We had gotten really close and they help me a lot with 4 small kids. Mommy can I have some of your cake Rocky said giving me the puppy eyes. Yes mommy king I said kissing his forehead. I thought I was your king?

I hear a voice from behind me. Looking over my shoulder I thought I saw a ghost. Babbbby I said turning to run and jump on him. Happy birthday babe he said kissing my neck. Omg baby when did you get home??

This morning he mumbled as he kiss my neck. Omg I said kissing him all over his face. Okay love bugs Polo and Voris said coming in with SiAsia and Selinda. Omg hey y'all I said giving them a brotherly hug. Omg I'm so happy.

Looking at Rocko kiss the kids he looked at Rico and tears filled his eyes. Hey daddy Rocko said jumping on his back. Hey man he said trying to pull him off.

This is the best bday I ever had I said kissing him on the lips. We cut the cake then talked for a couple of hours. ROC couldn't leave the kids alone for nothing he was literally holding all 4 of them.

On our way home ROC held Rico kissing his lil hands. I felt jealous because I really wanted his attention but How can I compare myself to my kids? Arriving home I unlocked the door as ROC carried Rocko and Rico and I carried the girls. Laying them in there bed I removed there clothes, putting them on their Dora PJs.

After I got them together I went looking for ROC. He was laying on the floor with Rico on his chest. Hi I said looking down at them. What's up babe? he said looking at me. Nothing finna go shower. Okay babe he said starring at me. I shower extra good washing all the places I wanted to be touch extra good.

After Brushing my teeth I applied all my smell good's and lotion down putting on a pair of boy shorts and a tight tank top. Climbing in the bed waiting on my man to come make love to me. Sleep was calling my name and ROC was ignoring me.

4:30 a.m. Getting up to see where is ROC I walked into the girls room to check on them, they where not in their bed. Looking confuse I went to the boys room and no boys. My heart started to hurt as I walk down stairs. Walking into the living room I see ROC and the kids sleeping on the floor. Stepping over them I decided to join them and sleep on the sofa. I guess he really love his babies and he missed them.

Merry Christmas

Next morning I was woke up by a lil person kissing my face. Hey momma baby I said kissing Heaven pretty cheeks.. Sitting up I looked around to see the kids playing with their daddy. Not saying nothing I get up and walk up stairs. Forgetting I had on my sexy clothes I run up the stairs. Damn babe ROC said on my heels. Grabbing me from the back he kiss my neck. Damn I miss you he said pushing himself against me. Do you I asked???Yes babe I miss you very much. I waited for you all last night you never came I said pouting..

I'm sorry baby I just miss my kids a lot and I wanted to spend time with them. He said sounding like he was gonna cry. Turning around, I'm sorry baby I said to him looking him in the eyes. I miss you to and I love you. I love and miss you to baby he said picking me up. Damn girl I miss you so much he said grabbing my booty kissing me and sucking my lips ,he laid me down on the bed. Removing his shirt showcasing his nice body.

Coming down on me removing my panties he looked at my p***y like it was his breakfast. Who been messing with my p***y huh??Nobody daddy I said starring him in the eyes. Are you sure? Yes daddy I'm sure rubbing my clit I felt like he was about to punish me for some reason. I'll kiss her after I feel her. You know I know how she felt when I left her right? Yes daddy I said as he put his d**k to my entrance. Looking me in the eyes he kiss my lips. You sure nobody ain't been in my p***y? he said looking me in the eyes still. I'm sure daddy. What if someone told me you was f*****g?

Their lying ROC I said becoming angry. I don't believe you he said sticking his d**k in me without warning. Uh cries of pain echo within the room as I grab the sheet trying to run From this monster that I love so dearly. WHO BEEN IN MY p***y HE SAID HOLDING MY HANDS OVER MY HEAD AS HE POUND IN AND OUT. TEARS ROLL off MY FACE As HE RIP DOWN EVERY WALL IN MY p***y. RELEASING HIS SEEDS IN ME HE LET ME GO AND JUMP OUT THE BED.

Leaving me with a wet face and beat up p***y. I covered my self in the sheets. He shower then went back down stairs with our kids. I cried myself back to sleep.

A couple of hours later I had showered and put on some warm clothes even though it wasn't snowing it was pretty cold. Going down stairs seeing my babies had already open there gifts, I went into the kitchen to get a glass of wine. Walking in the kitchen I greet ROCS mom Stacey, hey baby she said hugging me. Hi Mrs.Stacey how are you? Good honey just cooking this ham. Oh okay. So you happy Rocko home? she said looking me in the face.Yes I am I nonchalantly said as She looked at me funny as I sip on my wine.

Let me holla at you Sierra, Rocko said looking at me. Okay I said following him out the back door into the patio. I thought you was suppose to come home and love me? I said to him as soon as the door close. Instead you ignore me all night saying you wanted to spend times with the kids which I understand then when I get some time you basically f**k me so bad I couldn't move because you say somebody told you I was f*****g around. I haven't touch no other man since you. I haven't did s**t but wait for you and you come home and dog me? I yelled. Making him turn his head. Man I love you Sierra but you can't be real with me? How Rocko how??Man okay play dumb he said walking into the house. Tears drop off my face onto the ground. Going in behind him ,who I been with Rocko who?? I said playing with the ring on my hand. Wtf going on?? Polo said coming to the living room with Voris and their father behind him. Tell me who I been with huh?? I said.

Man b***h you ain't finna try me. You think I don't know you been f*****g huh ?he yelled in my face. When Rocko?? I gt 4 kids to deal with. Man every time I call my momma house the kids over there. Yes because she wanted to watch them while Rocko was in school. Man whatever you was out f*****g man. Okay Rocko whatever I said grabbing my keys but he snatch them away. So who you f*****g Sierra?? he asked screaming in my face. Nobody ROC ,tell me who I'm f*****g you just came in the room early and basically ripped my inside out cause you thought I was cheating. Did it feel like I was cheating huh?? I said looking him in the eyes. So ??his daddy said who told you she was cheating?

Man it don't matter she was man. Its cool I still love you I guess its pay back huh??No because I ain't doing s**t. Man who told you that s**t? man that girl barely dress her self up s**t. We had to make her come out for her bday man ,his daddy said defending me. He just stood there looking crazy as tears flowed down my face.

Tell the truth and I promise I'll forgive he said looking me in my eyes. Did you cheat? Slapping him dead in the face I scream f**k NO YOU DUMB b***h as I push him out my face. He grab my hair dragging me back as his brothers pull him from me. Yo you tripping boy his daddy said getting in his face. You finna come home with that f**k s**t??? Its over I scream running up the stairs. Grabbing a suitcase I loaded my clothes then my kids some clothes. Walking down the stairs I hear his mom and daddy fussing as Polo and Voris holds ROC back from getting to me. b***h you ain't taking my kids he said trying to get to me. Come on Heaven and Nevaeh ,Rocky take your sisters to the truck.

I placed my suitcases in the car then went back to get the baby. Bucket your seatbelt please I told Rocky. Placing the baby in his car seat I locked the girls down. Realizing Rocko had my keys I went back in. Can you please get my keys from him I asked Polo as Rocko came for me and Voris pull him back. Man you ain't taking my kids f**k that he said diving at me getting ahold of my arm he pulled me towards him. Pinned me against the wall he choked me as tears pour down my face ,as this brothers tried to stop him. Tell me the truth b***h he said hitting my head against the wall. Stop please stop his momma said. Its my fault she said

she wasn't cheating Rocko I lied Rocko please stop. He released me as his brothers grab him. His mom is apologizing but it don't matter I have to go.

Picking myself up from the floor I walked to the table to grab my keys. Walking to the door I looked at ROC as he walks back and forward looking at me as his brothers stand in the door. In my car I cried,As my kids cried because I scared them. Not knowing where I was going I hopped on the freeway headed north.