Nathans POV "This is all my fault" I said to myself as I still stood outside of the emergency part of the hospital. why did I push her so hard to admit to how she was feeling? why did I care so much? she's not my mate. shes just an hold friend who just so happens to be carrying my baby... wait was that what I really thought of her. did I really just think that she was someone who just so happened to be the mother of my child. since when did I start thinking like that? for as long as I was alive Amber was my best friend. she was the person who what always there even when I didn't need her to be. when I became alpha she was the person who supported me the most. then we started working together and not to long after that... started sleeping together. honestly... I loved Amber, more then