Realynn "I am so sorry Lynn , I wish I could make it to see my daughter's transformation but I can't." She said, a few tears escaping from her eyes. "There is no problem Mom , I am sure your blessings are with me and I will come out stronger and I will welcome you in my wolf form."I comforted her, a smile framing my face though my hand under the blanket betrayed the facade. I clutched the bedsheet tightly to keep my composure in front of my mother and held on till I hung up the phone. I dropped the phone and allowed the tears I had been holding on to flow out. "It really hurts so much , I said, clutching my throat in my hand in an attempt to ease the pain I was feeling. I took a few shallow breaths trying to reduce the amount of pain in my throat, which made it hard for me to inhale