The cruise and memorise!
1853 Words
" This is your place?" Kara questioned with raised brow looking at Neha's place and then Neha.
Neha nodded her head that made joy beg Neha to show her around.
Neha was about to take them in but realised that she has many pictures of her husband and kids on almost all the walls of her house.
" Just give me five minutes," Saying that Neha closed the door on their face and started removing all the pictures of her kids, husband and family, she locked everything in kids room and took a quick glance to check if everything was alright.
Next time when she opened the door, Kara instantly told her " It was so rude, how could you close your door at our face"
Neha made sorry face and give her reasons to them.
Joy and Amar didn't mind it but Kara being Kara, she didn't miss a single chance to taunt her.
"You honestly have kids?" Amar asked picking up Storm's milk bottle that made Neha smile.
" Where are you kids?" Amar questioned due to his curiosity
" With their father of course, their father I have some problem going on between us that's why he took kids with him" Neha explained picking up her luggage which Joy took from her hands.
In the middle of the night Neha and team reached to the cruise where Neha and Black made their little bundle of Joys.
Goosebumps appeared all over her skin when Neha put her step out of the chopper and step on the deck.
She recalled the time when first time she opened her eyes over this cruise and how terrified she got not finding her husband beside her.
Brushed creeped on her cheeks recalling what she was wearing, how they celebrated her bday and how she tried seducing him and even succeed in her plan of making kids with him.
This cruise was Neha's lucky charm, this beautiful heaven over the sea made her the mother of four kids and she can't thank enough to this place.
" Babe why are looking like a tomato
(Joy narrowed his gaze at Neha) Damn look at you ( moving close to Neha, Joy keenly started looking at Neha's face) you are looking like a new bride,"
Joy's comment earned a hard hit from Neha's side on his shoulder.
" Ouch!"
" Stop being too dramatic" Kara glared Joy then turned her attention on Neha , she realised that Joy wasn't wrong Neha's face skin actually turn crimson.
"Must say this man is loaded with too much wealth" Saying that Amar moved forward to explore the cruise.
Neha was also looking at the each area very keenly where she and her husband made love, this was the second time when she was coming here and she was getting the same which she got first time when she opened her eyes here.
The staff took everyone's luggage in dormitory room but Neha's luggage was received by the gaurds who came with them.
Neha frowned and looked at the gaurds. " Where you are taking my luggage?" Neha questioned that made Joy, Amar, Kara and other staff members turned their gaze on the gaurd.
The gaurd stayed silent that made Neha understand not to ask further questions to him.
"Once dropping my luggage, let me know where you put it as my all clothes and gadgets are inside it" Neha stated
The gaurd instantly nodded his head and left Neha alone but Neha can feel all the staff , including the team gaze at her.
"You know you created no reason Drama here, the staff must be less here that's why the gaurd thought to help the staff" Kara let out arrogantly and started moving to the elevator.
Soon , their work started, Joy was extremely happy and his happiness was visible in his work.
When team and staff tried helping Joy, he stopped them and took the responsibility of entire stage area.
Neha look around but she didn't find any member of her family except the staff.
She thought of calling her sister but next moment dropped her plan.
While working Neha was licking her lips again and again as she was feeling so damn shy, her past was occuring in her mind as she was standing the same place where she cut her birthday cake.
Amar was looking at Neha and the way she was getting uncomfortable
" Don't lick your lips this much ( Amar said leaning close to Neha that almost made her scared, she instantly twirled but her heels twisted, Amar waste no time and grabbed her in his arms) you are attracting lots of attention towards you babes "
Amar let out looking at her lips then he licked his lips, Neha don't know why but she felt very weird.
Neha glared him creating a little distance between them, then looking around she noticed whole staff was busy in their respective works.
Turning her attention back on Amar, putting her palm on her waist and shaking her head she again licked her lips.
"On this cruise ship no one has guts to look at me the way you are staring at me Mr. Flirt" There was many girls who called Amar flirt but from Neha's Mr. Flirt name sounds so sexy.
" God stop staring at me" Neha said pushing him away.
Suddenly an announcement happened in which all the members were called for snacks, Neha had no appetite so she instantly refused to have anything.
Leaving the ball area Neha took the elevator and reached to top deck.
Due to darkness she can't see anything but she can hear the sound of water that scares her the most.
Brushing of her fear she kept moving to the area from where she could see the water and sat over the edge of the railing.
Even after being scared of cruise ships and water she loves and adores this place so much as she consider this place the memorable place of her life.
Neha's mind was occupied by the past, her husband and the life she had before, she even recalled how much she hurt her husband.
She recalled how her husband accused her for the crimes she never commit.
Suddenly someone put his palm on her shoulder, the shine and shocked occured on her face and eyes.
With a smile she twirled her face to him " How that devil invite you here for Mom's bday? " Neha didn't hide her suprising expression and instantly asked him that made Karan huff in annoyance.
"How you always finds out, it's me " Karan questioned back sitting beside her.
Neha waste no second before letting out truth in front of him.
" Because I know your touch, your smell, and I always get happy vibes from you " Neha had no idea what her smile was doing with Karan, he just wants to kiss her until she forgets to breath but he knew he can't cross his limits with her, at least not at this moment.
Karan held Neha's palm that made Neha stare at his grip then lifting her face she looked into his eyes with questioning gaze.
"Do you still love me, as you loved me before?" Karan questioned putting his free palm over her cheek, his eyes were filled with loads of emotions and face was screaming how much he loves her.
She tried making excuse but nothing comes out of her mouth, she may not love him and see him the way she used to but she still loves him very much as a friend.
"Karan..." He cuts her off
"Yes or not Jaan, I just want you tell me yes or no!" He stated
"How can you expect me to answer you in yes and no Karan ( She questioned him back in broken tone) it's not that easy for me to tell you the truth ( Karan was about to leave her hand and removed his palm from her face but Neha grabbed his palm)
Karan, I am married, I have kids, we...we aren't that young to make such decisions.
I... I have a life, you have a life , you are still married to Ariel and..."
Again Neha's words were cut off when Karan cupped her face with both hands.
"Nothing matters Jaan, nothing matter at all, what matters the most is our feelings, you feel for me, I feel for you and that's it" Neha was taken back by hearing Karan's explanation.
" I know you aren't chest Jaan, I know you still loves me, I know you can never betray me" saying that he hugged her for a few minutes and then once again looked into her eyes.
" Let's fight together for our love, after Nessie's bday you'll tell Black that you want to leave him, that's it , after that I'll deal with everything " Neha didn't say a word to Karan but kept staring at him.
Neha thought to first talk to Karan's mom and then Karan as seeing Karan's face and innocent expression she had no guts to break his heart.
" Karan, let's not take things too fast... I mean, I mean I need sometime to think , I want to think about us" Neha let out hesitantly
Karan sighed , he can understand her concern, he knew how sensitive she is and how his past actions affected her.
He can also understand her concern for her parents and kids, he knew that his Jaan is very much family orientated person and never do anything that hurt her family.
Neha can see how Karan was struggling with his thoughts and how sadness once again clouded on his gross. If she had the power she would write all the happiness in Karan's fate but she can't as at the end she was nothing but a human being.
" Are still angry on me because I left you on our wedding day " All od sudden Karan asked her with almost welled up eyes.
Neha wasn't expecting this question from her but still lifting her palm she wiped the tear that left from his left eye.
" No Karan, I know it was not your mistake, that devil kidnapped your family and trust me I was happy and I am still happy that you chose your family, in fact, I am so proud of you. If I had been at your place I would have done the same thing " Neha told him the truth giving him sad smile.
Looking at her face Karan can say that she had been recalling their wedding day so to distract her he pulled her little close to him.
" So that devil gifted this luxurious cruise ship to you, " Karan asked that made Neha nod her head instantly with a small smile.
"May I know the reason of your smile?" Karan questioned looking at her lips which were curled into smile.
He wish he could have them but he promised himself that soon she will be all his.
- Writer
