Undying love!
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"Grab me tight," he whispered against her hair, groping her left melon with intensity.
He missed her, he missed her warmness, her arms around his body and her wild moans.
He missed how she used to make him feel and how she used to boost his manly desires.
He felt like his body on fire, and the way she was shyness around him even after giving birth to his kids, made me more fall in love with her.
Her hair fragrance was still same, only he knew how he controlled himself for not slitting Karan's neck.
Last time when Black visited her apartment, he already had installed camera in her entire house so that he could keep on her.
He knew nothing happened between Karan and Neha but he can't ignore Karan's deep bond and love for his wife.
She arched her back when she felt his tip of mushroom on her entrance.
His lips attached with his and in one hard jerk, he shoved his length completely inside her.
She moaned in his mouth painfully and pierced her nails into his skin.
"F-uck, Still so damn tight" He cursed holding her tightly and started ramming inside her faster and wildly.
She was moaning mess, she was feeling pleasure and pain at the same time.
Her heart was throbbing faster and mind was in another world.
His length got its peace inside her, it was not only their minds and hearts which were missing each other but their bodies were too craving for each other.
For a long time nothing goes inside her that was why it was bit difficult for her to adjust with his length but the way he was holding her, grunting in pleasure and his lips exploring her body made her feel complete.
With each passing second his jerks were getting harder and harder, the washroom was now echoing with their harsh breathing and and heavy grunts.
Their bodies were sweating and turned red completely.
After almost 35 minutes he came hard inside her, squirting all his seed in her womb.
"F-uck! "He cursed loudly. Moving back he noticed how exhausted she was looking, "Let me clean you... "he offered but she instantly started shaking her head due to her shyness.
He didn't listen to her and started wiping the semen from her inner thighs, then he cleaned himself and placed a deep but soft kiss over her forehead.
She tried to jump down but He didn't let her and carefully placed her down.
"I am sorry! " Neha let out gripping his waist tightly but he pushed her little back from him.
"Your sorry won't change anything, " He said coldly then wrapping the towel around him, he picked his clothes and left her alone in the washroom with expression as nothing happened between them.
That made tears slipped through Neha's eyes. She gripped the counter tightly but when she couldn't hold her weight on her legs, she sat on down then picking up her clothes she started sobbing silently.
Black was standing out of the door and through little open slit he could look at her sobbing too but he didn't walk near her to console her.
After all, in her stupidity Neha snatched the most precious time of his life.
When Neha stepped out of the washroom, Black was going through the tablet which has all the pictures of his kids.
Neha noticed that her husband was looking sexy but she forced herself to removing her gaze from him.
Hearing the clicking sound when Black twirled back, he noticed that his wife left but she returned back instantly holding her purse.
Black didn't give her attention but keep his gaze busy on tablet.
He could hear her steps approaching him then he heard her throat clearing sound but he refused to pay attention to her.
Neha gripped her purse tightly, she knew he knowingly ignoring her but at this moment she was feeling very uncomfortable talking with him as approx an half an hour ago they got intimated with each other but Neha got too tried of Black's attitude she groaned in anger.
"Are you honestly ignoring me? " She finally let out.
"I think You should thankful for that " He said twirling to her.
She sucked a deep breath then pulled out the card out of her purse.
Black frowned seeing the card, but stay quiet.
But soon she extended her hand toward her husband and Black raised his brow at her.
"What the F-uck is this? " He questioned.
His gut feeling was telling him that she was about to let out something bad.
She gripped his palm and put the card on his palm.
"Why the hell you are giving me your card? " He asked gritting his teeth.
" I stole that money from your account when I left you so now I am returning this money to you!" she started taking deep breath.
She had been saving this money from the last two years, just to return to her husband.
Only she knew how guilty she felt while stealing his money but at that time she had no other option.
Black badly wanted to slap Neha but he changed his plans and decided to slap her hard by his words.
" It's ok! (She didn't understand the meaning of his its okay. He leaned close making her again uncomfortable ) Keep it as tip for carrying my babies and taking care of their needs " His words brutally stabbed her heart and pierced her soul.
Hot tears started flowing out of her eyes.
Black moved back and made mocking face, then lifting his palm he was about to wipe her tears but she grabbed his palm angrily before he touch her.
"I was not a w***e of yours or a nanny of your kids," Neha let out gritting her teeth in pain and rage but Black passed her sarcastic smile.
"Are you sure? " His question again hurt her deeply, she was about to leave but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her close to him.
"I am not done! "
"You are disgusting, leave my hand or else I'll start screaming! " She warned him looking into his eyes with her tear welled up eyes.
" I am disgusting? (He questioned, gripping her waist making her stay in her position) But according to my memory, you never consider yourself as my wife.
(Neha's heart skipped its beat) You always used to call yourself my w***e!
You always said that I used to force myself on you whenever I made love with you. So take this amount, I am not giving you this money as a w***e but as a nanny of my kids " He let out leaving her waist and stepping back from her.
That wasn't complete true, how could he accused her like that.
She accepted him as her husband long ago and she told that thing to him on their wedding night.
And about forcing his love on her, so she was angry and upset with him as he was too dominating with her and forcing his decisions and love over her.
She was about to reply him bitterly but her subconsciousness reminded her that he was upset with her and only letting such bitter words to hurt her.
Wiping her tears and throwing her back on the couch, she bit her lips.
Black was curiously looking at her as he knew that something sharp was about to come out of her mouth.
"I was not happy when I ran away from you! (She bit her lower lip and dared to look into his eyes ) Remember last time I told you Ji that I need kids, (She sniffle)
Do you remember how ferocious you became on me and slapped me to too.
(Even wiping her tears again and again, her tears weren't talking name to halt)
I was hurt, too damn hurt! Then you threatened me that if I kept chanting kids drama, you will take the treatment for stopping the kids. (Black's expression turned darker, of course he remembered all his stupidities) I was angry, I was broken, I was sad, I wanted to smack your head. (Black narrowed her gaze at her but looking cute all baby. He even whispered under his breath that their feelings mutual at this moment) Your bitterness, your rage made me realized thar you seriously don't want kids.
(A small but painful smile appeared on her face) Do you remember the day when you took me on cruise to celebrate my birthday and that day we had, (She hesitate, she always get hesitate while talking about intimate things) you know we had... we had (Black let out s*x word that almost made her cheeks turned crimson. She nodded her.) My pregnancy news made me selfish, I wanted kids so I planned to run away from there with Kabir. But I was never happy, trust me.
I introduce you to your kids when they opened their eyes, they all said dada word first when they start speaking.
I showed them all your interviews, photos, and everything. I always told them how much you love them, I know I made a huge mistake but I was just trying to protect the babies "
Black knew Neha was telling him the truth, he can read her eyes but he wasn't satisfied by her explanation.
He stepped close to her and his intimidating aura made her take step back.
She don't know why but her heart was throbbing fast.
She tried to calm herself but her husband was staring at her with devil's gaze.
Abruptly he grabbed her arm and jerked her with his chest.
A moaned left from her mouth.
" Why you didn't contact me or come back to home after giving birth? Why you didn't contact me? You know I can embrace death happily but never dare to hurt my new borns, Then why you chose to stay here? "
His tone was calm but she could feel the madness dripping through his voice
She tried to open her mouth but the dark intensity of his eyes didn't let her say a word.
Honestly she had no answer in her mind at this moment.
She don't know why she didn't return to him, why she didn't try to contact her husband, she was aware of the fact that her husband will never hurt her if she goes back to him with kids.
"Speak! " he demanded
Soon rage hovered in his eyes making her shudder in his arms.
He knew she has no answer that turned his expression more bitter.
" Three years! You f-ucking took my kids three years away from me without knowing the reason why I wasn't ready for kids. (His words knocked all the air from her lungs) Yes I wasn't ready for kids but I have my reason. (the ground slipped under her feet) You know why you left me with Kabir (Neha's eyes widened with shock and her head started moving slightly.) You left me with him because you wanted to hurt me, you wanted to punish me, you wanted me to go through all the pain that I caused you,
you know how much I was depended on you, you know you are my oxygen without which I can't live, still you decided to leave me. You snatched the childhood of my kids from me and now it's time for your punishment ( Neha's eyes widened) you'll never know my truth. I'll also snatch everything from you and that's my promise " Black let out harshly pushing her back.
Neha tried to stop him but Black was too fast.
He moved toward the one small empty bed and laid over it.
Neha understood that in her madness of becoming a mother, she hurt her husband so much and she was regretting badly.
The words he told her was buzzing in her ear.
She wanted to reply him, she wanted to tell him why she didn't contact him but unfortunately she had no answers.
She knew she was missing something in her life, her husband never left her mind, not even for a second.
She wanted to know about her feelings,
she was scared and confused, she was terrified by her husband's rage as she had escaped from him.
With heavy heart she walked out of the room and noticed Karan.
Karan was sleeping on the mattress very uncomfortably, Neha covered him in the quilt and placed his hands on his chest.
There was a small smile on Neha's face when she was looking at him.
But what she didn't know that someone was also watching her.
With a sigh, she returned to kids room and noticed her husband.
She has no more mattresses nor couch which she could sleep.
So with slow steps she moved to her husband who was pretending to sleep.
She thought to shake him but ended up poking her finger in his naked arm.
- Writer
