CHAPTER 39 Abulia - abnormal lack of ability to act or to make decisions Origin: English 39 I watch Tracy and Clyde talk to each other on another table, right across us while I was sitting down on the same spot where I was right next to Nick. I just kept sipping my juice, little by little so I would avoid talking to Nick. I don't want to talk to him right now. I'm not allowed to get hurt but now that I found out that he's still visiting and seeing Catherine, I feel so downgraded. I can't blame him for using me when he's here. The real thing that I'm bugged about is his real current relationship with Catherine. I wonder what they are now. "How you've been?" He finally speaks after eating his steak. He grabs a tissue and wiped his outer lips. "Good. Busy." I said without looking at hi