9 Why did I do that? I keep replaying it over and over in my head. Okay, and in my body. Halli’s body. Which is the point. A guy tells you in no uncertain terms that he’s had a thing for you since he was a kid, and you know very well he hasn’t had a thing for you, and yet you lead him on and let him kiss you— When the real you has a boyfriend, Audie, and he’s a nice guy and he’d be so hurt by this— And yes, it was GREAT. It was FANTASTIC. I’m not denying that, and I’m trying very hard not to jump up and down on this soft, springy bed because of it, because really, it was AMAZING, I can’t believe how incredible it was to be kissed by him and held by him— But do you have no morals? Do you have no judgment? Do you have no sense? It’s wrong. It was a trick and it’s wrong. It’s one th