Hello! I hope you’re enjoying my book. Thanks for reading :) feel free to comment *** *** *** *** *** *** *** I tense up when I realize what is happening and bring a hand to my mouth to stop myself from making any noise. And I feel how my own tears flood my eyes, closing my throat and making my face hurt. Judas is crying. Really crying. Like a person who has suddenly had terrible news. Or even worse. Like a person who has to deal with a lot of pain and suddenly can't take it anymore. He moves away from the window abruptly and I see him throw the cigarette outside, then he turns and sits on the chair to one side of the window, so now his profile is facing me, fully illuminated by the moonlight. If he turns his gaze just a little, he would see me sitting here on my bed, looking at hi