Judas
Obviously, I'm not sorry for what I just did. Not even a little bit. I am in no way sorry for blowing that guy's head to pieces. And I can't say that if I had another chance, I wouldn't do it again.
The only thing I do regret is that Alessia had to see it.
I regret not asking her to close her eyes or not removing that guy from her body before I acted, but I was so fücking furious that I didn't think about how she was going to react… I guess I just assumed she'd get the guy's body off of her and run away with me quickly.
That's not what happens.
Alessia stays still, her eyes fixated on my gaze, her legs spread wide under the bald guy's body and her mouth pressed into a line. I wait for a few moments for her to say something, or to get up, but she does nothing.
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