SIYA'S POV after amaan told me everything ..i felt like all my senses had died , the man who was like a shield to us was not some knight in shining armour but a vile deranged monster who had held us captive ...the man i thought was our rock ,crushed us ...then all those hugs and kisses , they were not any brotherly gestures ...they were purely out of lust ....i ran towards the bathroom , stripped myself off the bathrobe and started showering myself , removing every touch of that monster ...i suddenly felt disgusted with my own body the warm water failed to give me the soothing protection ...i couldn't just get over the fact that i had spent most of my years with a killer , a murderer ...and he killed rishi , how could he kill him , he was just innocent , he had dreams to fulfill ...why