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SIYA'S POV
"why" amaan's voice was heavy , he was fighting his own emotions , his own tears , i knew him that much , i looked at him but didn't say anything , my words refused to leave my mouth , didn't he know the answer to this question , then why is he asking .
"why" amaan looked at me this time demanding an answer
his blood shot red drenched eyes clearly showed how he was feeling inside , looking at his helpless expression i felt like dying even more than thousand times now . i couldn't form words , i knew he would be upset , i knew he won't be able to hear the truth and this was just one percent of what happened , the guilty look on his face had just confirmed it that i shouldn't have told him but even if had lied to him again he would have caught it, i knew he would bl
