HIS VICIOUS LOVE

CHAPTER 4

SIYA'S POV 

"atharv , what's going on here" i asked the man standing infront of him who i trusted with my life even without knowing him completely . while he just looked at me without any trace of warmth that his eyes held last night ....was everything just a lie , the past one year of my life was just an illusion that i created ...those feelings was a joke to him 

"don't look at me like that and answer me damn it " i yelled at him fisting his collar in my grip , but nothing changed , he was as emotionless as he was before ...this wasn't the man i fell in love with , this wasn't the man i met last night ...who was he 

"D-Did y-you ever loved me " my voice was heavy , i was fighting the sobs and myself from crying infront of this man who seemed unfazed by my pain .

"sorry siya mam " he spoke for the first time , his tone was cold ...very cold ...his voice was far away from the voice which used to cheer me up in the worst of situations ...this wasn't the voice my day started with , this was never the voice i had fallen in love with ...this voice didn't give me the peace and solace that i used to crave for daily ..

"mam , huh ?...atharv speak please ...tell me what's going on and why the hell are you calling me mam" i again demanded some answers from him but he just grabbed my wrist and removed his collar from my fist ...my heart clenched in pain when i saw no emotions in them for me . 

"sorry to interrupt , but  i can help " i looked towards the man who i nearly forgot ...what is he doing here , after so many years how did he even managed to find us ...i was about to ask him when i felt a sudden tug on my wrist and i was pulled behind amaan ...

"LET US GO ARMAAN BHAI , WE ARE ADULTS NOW SO YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CUSTODY OF US ANYMORE" amaan growled at him , i was feeling numb , i wanted my answers , i never knew why amaan hated aan (siya used to call armaan as aan ) so much ..the day we left india was the last time i last took his name ..amaan hated it whenever i used to even talk about him , i don't even know the reason of us leaving india back then and he took a promise from me not to talk about it ever again ...this is all so messed up ...

"oh really , and what if i don't" there was an amusement in his voice which sent shivers down my spine ...this is bad , this is  not good 

"the hell you won't ...fucking give us our passports back and let us leave" amaan growled at him again and this time time all the amusement was gone from his eyes , his expressions darkened and in a second he was grabbing him by his throat . i gasped when amaan's grip loosened on me and he started clawing his hands . 

"a-aan  what are you doing please s-stop h-he is your brother ..." i tried stopping him but he was totally unfazed by it , he looked like a complete psycho ..his jaw clenched and his eyes blood shot red with anger ...

i ran towards atharv for help 

"a-atharv , p-please s-stop him , he'll kill him ...please a-atharv please " i was practically begging infront of him but his hardened face didn't even seem to care for once , infact when i again ran towards them he grabbed my elbow in a tight grip ...

"a-atharv w-what are you doing p-please s-stop , let m-me go he'll kill him ..please aan stop please ...ARMAAN STOP IT PLEASE " i yelled at the last part which fortunately took his attention , he looked at me with unreadable emotions and with a jerk he left amaan ...amaan started coughing badly ...

"please let us go ...please don't hurt us please" i was nearly crying , i never thought that one day i would be so scared of him , how can someone change so much ...

"never" with that he squeezed my jaw and kissed me roughly , my eyes widened in horror and disgust ...how he could do this to me , my first kiss ....and that too was stolen by someone who i practically saw as my brother and a friend . his kiss was punishing , i felt warm liquid oozing down my lower lips ...i knew it was blood and it was paining , i tried to push him but he was stronger , after few minutes when i started suffocating due to lack of oxygen he left me ... 

"never thought you would taste soo good ...god i would never get enough of you" he smirked and stroked my hairs ...i felt so .............violated.

"you bastard" he was about to kiss me again but amaan landed a punch on his face and he stumbled due to the sudden unexpected attack . he was about to hit him again but the guards stopped him ...armaan looked furious , he was ready to attack but i needed to stop him from doing so  

"aan , please don't hurt him please ...i -i would do an-anything just please don't hurt him please " i blurted out and armaan stopped looking at me ..amused again 

"really " he asked as he walked towards me scaring me more 

"shut up siya ...don't please don't" i heard amaan's voice but decided to ignore it , i can't risk his life , he was my only family . 

"tell me jaan (life)..will you do whatever i want" i cringed at the endearment ...what has gotten into him , why is he acting like that . nevertheless i nodded . 

"ok then , i won't hurt him if you'll go with me tomorrow at the holi party which is hosted by my friend and you would introduce yourself as my fiancee to everyone " he said and i was shocked , what the hell he even think of himself ...i would never do that 

"are you on drugs or what " i sassed him which i regretted the next moment when he landed a hard punch on amaan's face , i gasped.

"any more questions " he asked and i kept my mouth shut ...

"good" he said and then ordered the guards to take us back to the room back . 

they threw amaan like some thrash ...i quickly helped him towards the bed ..i searched for the first- aid and luckily found it quickly ...amaan was badly bruised and my heart ache everytime i treated it ...he didn't flinch ...all i could see on his face was anger and guilt . 

"i-i am sorry " he said breaking the silence ...why is he sorry , everything is my fault ...he warned me but i had to act like a stupid person , i landed us in this problem ...

"amaan , it's not your fault ..it's mine ...i should have never come back to india..i am sorry" i said as tears rolled down my cheeks ..he wiped my tears and hugged me in his brotherly embrace 

"shhh don't worry i'll get us out of here carefully " he said kissing my forehead .