The change ( his mate)

Chapter 33: Loving touches

Lara

“Hello?” I said.

“Hello darling.”

“Hey,” I smiled bashfully, like some school teen with a crush.

“How are you?” He asked, I could hear the quiet demeanour in his voice and it hurt my heart to hear that.

“I’m ok, how are you?”

“Health wise I’m better.” He was quiet for minute and I heard shuffling as he shifted his phone and got up probably to find somewhere more private.

I heard him open the door to outside and close it behind him, I could hear the wind blowing down the phone. “S.hit, it’s windy, sorry, can you still hear me alright?”

“Yes, I can hear you,” I laughed.

“Good. I miss you darling, please come home, or I can come to you, I can come right now if you want.”

Excitement filled me at the thought of seeing him. “Shouldn’t you be watching those pesky wendigos?”

“Nah, Leo and Amber are doing it tonight, his gone into full alpha mode and won’t allow me near them until those blades come. Let me come see you.”

“I don’t know, you said some pretty awful stuff.”

“I’m so sorry, I don’t remember any of it, what did I say?”

“You told me you slept with Amber.”

I heard him make a gagging noise before putting the phone back to his ear. “Amber? Ew, why the f.uck did I say that? You know that’s bulls.hit right? I’m not attracted to her at all, I would never do that to you, you’re my one and only, you know that.”

“Do I?” I teased.

“Yeah, or you would if you stopped running off all the time and allowed me to spend the rest of our lives proving it to you.” More seriously he added, “I f.ucking love you so much Lara, you’re everything to me and I don’t know how to prove that to you except by loving you and doing everything I can to make you happy.”

The bond we had didn’t let me feel his feelings very often, it was a rare occurrence and right now, I was blessed as I felt through the bond the truth of his words, he hadn’t slept with Amber and he did truly love me, I felt that before the bond closed off those feelings again.

“Ok, I’m sorry I didn’t trust you, I love you too and I just get so scared…I’m sorry.”

“I know you get scared darling, you’ve been through some awful s.hit you didn’t deserve, but I would never treat you like that, I love you . You want me to come over?”

“Hmm, maybe you shouldn’t, I’m not dressed,” I teased.

“Oh yeah? What you wearing?”

“I was hot so I’m just in my underwear.”

“What underwear you got on?”

“A black lacy bra.”

“And matching panties?”

“Yep.”

“F.uck.”

I covered my mouth trying not to giggle, I was actually wearing my long white t-shirt I wore to bed and some plain cotton underwear, but he didn’t need to know that.

“Did that excite you?” I asked.

“Excite me? Darling I’m rock hard right now.”

Smiling I replied, “not safe to drive like that, you better sort it out.”

“You going to help?”

“If I can.”

“Hang on.” I heard him moving as he went back inside.

I heard him jump on the bed. “Alright, I’m on my bed now.”

“And what are you wearing Grayson?”

“Just my jeans.”

“You best undo them then.”

I heard movement and the sound of him pulling his zipper down, I had to bite my lip as the image of him on his bed shirtless and hard for me filled my head.

“Alright darling, buttons undone and I’m holding it in my hand. What are you doing?”

“What do you want me to do?”

I heard him make a noise in his throat. “I want you to touch yourself over your panties.”

“Ok, I’m lightly running my fingers over them.”

“Good girl, I’m stroking myself picturing that, can you slide your hands down your panties for me?”

“Yes sir,” I grinned. He growled low in his throat when I said that.

“Are you wet darling?”

“Very.”

“Yeah? You playing with it for me?”

“Yes, are you?”

“Yeah, I’m stroking it for you baby, take your bra off for me.”

I pulled my top off seeing as I was already braless. “Ok, I’ve taken it off, now what?”

I heard him making soft noises down the line as he stroked himself. God I wished he was inside me right now.

“I bet you look so beautiful right now, touch them for me, make your n.ipples hard.”

“Mmm, ok I’m playing with my n.ipples Grayson.”

“F.uck, that’s a good girl, are they hard?”

“Yes.”

“Good, now I want you to stroke yourself for me, get yourself all wet and play with your c.lit.”

“Ok,” I moaned softly as I touched myself.

“That’s it darling, touch it and play with it, finger yourself and pretend it’s me inside of you.”

I did as he said and moaned, “are you pretending too?”

“Yeah, I’m pretending I’m inside of you, filling you up, feeling you all tight and wet around me. F.uck, I’m gonna come in a minute,” he groaned.

“Yes Grayson, come for me I want you to, keep stroking yourself.”

I could hear the wet sounds of pre-c*m as he pleasured himself more frantically. “F.uck!” He groaned.

“Enjoy yourself?” I grinned as I heard him panting down the line.

“F.uck no, not until I’ve had the real thing with you. S.hit, it’s everywhere.”

I heard him sit up and I giggled, “where did it get?”

“Everywhere, my chest, stomach, hand, my f.ucking bedsheets.”

I laughed down the line and he asked, “did you come?”

“Nope, but that’s ok I’d rather the real thing too.”

“Let me clean up and I’ll be there right after. Text me the address.”

“Ok.”

“I love you, darling.”

“I love you too.”

We hung up and I got up to quickly get dressed. I knew Grayson didn’t care about stuff like that, but I was excited to see him again after a week of being away and I wanted to make an effort.

I didn’t even have any lacy underwear, wait, yes I did, Kai had bought me some for my birthday hoping I’d try them on for him. I’d never worn them.

I grabbed them from my drawers, not black, but a lacy red bra and panties. I pulled them on and did my makeup as fast as I could, I threw it all on, foundation, contour, you name it. I did a cat eye with eyeliner and was surprised it turned out so good, I kept the eyeshadow a light shimmery champagne colour and finished off with some blood red lipstick.

I pinned my hair up into that messy bun look girls liked to wear, I made it look messy and wild and let free some loose strands of hair.

I barely finished putting the last pin in when the door knocked. I was nervous as hell, I’d never been this brave wearing something naughty, but I made myself answer the door in nothing but the underwear.

I blushed hard when I opened the door, I always forgot just how drop dead gorgeous Grayson was, like my mind didn’t do him justice.

He was in his jeans and a tight white thermal top showing off all that muscle underneath. I took in his chiseled jawline, those perfect full lips and his golden blonde hair. As always it was undecided between curly and wavy, a naturally tousled mess and nothing he’d done to it himself.

He looked angelic, and with those stunning blue eyes, well, was it any wonder I ran off not believing such a god could want me? His eyes were stunning, technically they were blue, but sometimes they can look almost violet, nothing unnatural looking, just this gorgeous hint of violet in the right lighting.

His wolfish ways of living had done me a favour, if he’d grown up like the others and more human he probably wouldn’t have ever gone for me, I was a chubby girl when we met and I wasn’t a stunner to look at, so I felt very lucky to have been so blessed to have such a beautiful male want me.

As I opened the door wide his eyes traveled over my body from head to toe. “F.uck, you look good in red.”

“I’m surprised you notice things like that,” I smiled.

“I do when it’s you.” He stepped inside and grabbed me around the waist picking me up and kicking the door shut. His lips fell on mine hungrily, desperately, his tongue claiming mine, I ran my fingers through his hair and gripped it tight, pressing his lips harder against mine, wanting to taste every inch of his mouth, he tasted divine and a tear slid down my cheek as I inhaled his familiar scent, so familiar that I know a place isn’t home, he is, I breathe in his deep rich male scent, smell the soap that he uses, unscented it claims, yet there’s just a hint of scent to it, I can smell the forest on him, our forest, everything about his smell screams mate, screams home.

I didn’t realise I was crying until he pulled back and looked down at me. “I’m so sorry Lara.”

“It’s not your fault, you couldn’t help it, the venom took on a mind of its own, it wasn’t you and I should never have run away.”

He held my face between his hands and gently kissed the tears away, I felt so vulnerable, since becoming a werewolf I’d never let him see me cry, didn’t want to appear weak, how silly of me, Grayson didn’t care, I was his mate and he loved me weak or not.

His lips found mine again, softer this time, more tender as he murmured against my lips how much he loved me, how much he missed me. His lips brushed lightly against my neck, featherlight kisses that became hot open mouthed kisses along my neck, his tongue tracing its way down to the next spot he wanted to kiss.

He pressed his nose against my neck breathing in my scent and moaned softly, his arms tightening around me. “I missed you so much, darling,” he whispered.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he lifted me up again making me wrap my legs around his hips. He leaned me up against the wall so he could unbutton his jeans and free himself, I felt it warm and hard against me through my panties and wriggled making a growl rumble from his chest.

“Bra off,” he murmured.

I took it off and asked, “panties?”

“Panties stay on.” He pulled them to the side and slid inside of me making me gasp, it felt so good as he filled me up, stretched me, it had only been days, but already I had missed it so much, had missed him.

He leaned his forearm against the wall by my head, using his hand to softly stroke my hair while his other hand held my a.ss as he slowly moved inside of me, back and forth until he became harder, faster, both of us sweating as he brought us closer to climax.

“Not sure I’m going to last long darling,” he laughed breathlessly.

“Do you ever?” I teased.

“Hey, you don’t last all that long yourself miss.”

“Pfft, I did tonight when we had phone s.ex.”

“Phone s.ex doesn’t count, this is much better.” He slammed into me tearing a cry from my lips as he assaulted my body with pleasure and proved himself right, the next three hard thrusts sent me spilling over the edge and I came crying out and moaning, faintly hearing through the pleasure the sound of him growling and groaning as he came too.

He didn’t put me down right away, he gently pressed his forehead against mine as we caught our breath, after a minute or two he softly stroked my cheek, stroking my damp hair away and rubbed his nose with mine, it was some silly inside joke we had, called it our wolf kiss.

“Please don’t leave me again, I can’t be without you Lara.” I could hear the pain in his voice and guilt hit me like a ton of bricks, I had to stop running away from my fears, it wasn’t just about me and I was being selfish.

“I won’t, I’m sorry.” I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. A few minutes like that and then he gently put me down on my feet. He was taller than me, only my hands could stay around his neck, he leaned down and kissed my nose. “Let’s get in the bed,” he murmured softly.

He held me in his arms for a while and then he climbed on top of me and we had more s.ex, he held me again after and again we had s.ex, that more or less happened the whole night before we passed out, our needs sated and our limbs entangled with one another.