This time I was silent like water. I know I can't fight him and tolerating him is the only way to save myself from his cruelty. I have to be silent. I think my voice is gone, I'm lifeless against him. After all that he did to me, I have some hope that he will going to be change, but I was wrong his this act makes me dead. My feelings are dead. How could he think that our baby is going to be the obstacle between us? He said that we are going to have this baby and my mind gets changed about him, I think that he is changed, but I was wrong and once again he tricked me. Why I'm so stupid. He is such an unbelievable and impossible person.
I turn my face and he hugged me from my back I want to pull myself from his body. It's not feel good around him now he is nothing to me, I'm just waiting f
