-Irene- Gosh! I can’t say it, why can’t I? There’s something in me that prevents me from saying those simple words… yet I also feel that I should’ve told him. It’s so messed up… I don’t know what to do. Why does feel so difficult? and regretful... I don’t know where I’m going to, I just let my feet walk wherever it leads me too. I’m so embarrassed back there. So much that I can’t even face him. Why do I have this feeling that whenever I’m about to tell Chan, there’s always something that hinders me from doing it. Like first, Felix, and now, some red headed girl and a guy…. I turned as I noticed the light coming from the outside. I sighted the school’s main entrance, I knew that the school’s lawn would be a nice place for me to cool down and to think.